orli

so the doctor i'm seeing has me taking ass-loads of medicine. i think it's actually helping me though. i usually feel better when i take them. most of them are holistic remedies, and i usually only get a bunch of expensive bullshit from the holistic docs i've been to before. this dude is awesome. he explained everything that i'm taking, what it's for, why it's...
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i need to learn to be more assertive. i'm totally assertive with people i'm close to...but with say, co-workers, i'm pretty passive. yesterday david was being a shit to me, and i didn't say anything. kate came up to me later and told me she yelled at him for me. i'm such chicken shit.
man. it's embarassing to admit that. i don't know. sarcasm can...
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super tired again today. i've been so fucking lethargic lately. you know that seasonal depression thing, where people usually get sad when it's all rainy and wintery? i'm kind of the opposite. i don't survive in heat. or light. i wilt and die. i look like a mole if i go outside during the summer, unless i have huge sunglasses on.
my aunt procaimed not...
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tired tired tired. the last two nights i've slept at my boy's house. it was nice.

last night i got a little bit tipsy for the first time in a long time. i don't really smoke pot anymore, but my boyfriend has a new bubbler, so...i had to try it. it was nice. i also had some hard lemonade (haha) so i was feeling pretty...
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in a few minutes i'm going to get my mouth checked out. probably have my stitches taken out. woohoo.

i haven't done anything for the last two days. at all. and i'm out of vicodin, so my jaw hurts like a bitch.
whaaaa

i'm thinking of getting a new piercing. i was inspired by Cherry's new set. i really love her septum. i like how...
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fuck being home alone.

blargh.

i was up all night. it was crazy and terrible. i had to go find my friend in boulder creek, drunk as a skunk. she hit her head, and the people she was with wouldn't let her call her mom or me. and shit got out of hand. thank goodness i found her. i have been up ever since.

people are crazy, and i...
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