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i'm not going to work today....wheeeeeeeee. It is far too nice out. Far, far too nice out. I want to go swimming. I live next to a lake, so I think I'm going to go hop in, even though it's full of pretty digusting algae and other scary plants and things . heh, it doesn't really matter until you think something is curling around your...
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Grief does funny things to you. Lately I'll be driving down the road, listening to some music, and the next thing I know, the song I was listening to is over, and I'm nearly at my destination. It's kind of frightening. I know that I obviously drove that far, so I must not have been driving badly or endangering anyone, but it's still very eerie....
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Man. crazy shit lately. I'm really broken up over this.

Today started terribly....I got some really bad news. My friend Hayley's mom commited suicide last night. I've known Hayley my entire life. Her mom and dad held me right after I was born. Her parents have been divorced for about two and a half years, and her mom had so many problems. When she was nice, she was a cool lady, but when she went...
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I love this line from "Red Rain" on the new White Stripes album:

You think not telling is the same as not lying, don't you?
Then I guess not feeling is the same as not crying to you.
There is a certain person in my life who needs to hear that song. She wouldn't understand though. She claims to detest this same sort of thing,...
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I hate the fourth of July. There's always so much traffic.

Funny human habit: causing explosions (ooooooh preeeeeetttyyy fireworks ) in order to celebrate an occasion, usually because it has the same number as another day that something "important" happened on. I'm all for celebration. I'm not knocking it. But I also think that linear time has nothing to do with numbers assigned to certain...
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fixed my profile pic. i was to lazy to size it correctly and my face got all stretched out. so, now i still look silly, but at least not stretched. i should really get around to taking some better pics. that was taken almost two years ago. scratch that. that was actually taken two and a half years ago. wow. i have a terrible concept...
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