Saturday Sep 03, 2005

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something people (certain people and in people general) need to understand: just because you throw an untimatum at someone doesn't mean the outcome will be in your favor.

i am tired.

i was going to go with one of my friends to an AIDS marathon in New Orleans...but that obviously isn't going to happen. now the marathon needs to be held for New Orleans. wow. wow wow wow. frown

i'm really running low right now. this summer has pretty much been a disaster. things get me down pretty easily. i dunno. an empathy thing. like, i know this is really lame, but i cry when i see roadkill. i know. stupid. but i think about the nature of a car, and it hurts that it could smoosh an animal and take away its life. it's cruel. frown i'm overly sensitive, i guess.

i got thai food the other night. it was excellent, and now i'm eating the leftovers. you know what? the peanut sauce tastes like the kind that comes in a bag from Trader Joes, Thai Kitchen or whatever. it's annoying, because i could have just made that myself. shit.

random fact: i have a heart shaped freckle on my hand. i'm serious. i'll take a pic sometime. it's neat.

kiss
industrielle:
I sooooo hear you about the empathy thing! Even when I was a little kid I'd fixate on elderly people I'd see. I'd cry myself to sleep at night knowing that they would die sooner than I would, their families would be so sad, they'd leave lonely pets behind.... etc.
Sometimes its a burden, but it makes me a much better friend and "therapist". wink
Now lets see that freckle!
mct:
Heart shaped freckle? Damn ... best I can do is the family of freckles that has taken residence on my shoulder.

You sound like me ... overly sensitive. But things usually do get better before they get worse. Hope you're doing better.

*hugs*

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