orli

so the doctor i'm seeing has me taking ass-loads of medicine. i think it's actually helping me though. i usually feel better when i take them. most of them are holistic remedies, and i usually only get a bunch of expensive bullshit from the holistic docs i've been to before. this dude is awesome. he explained everything that i'm taking, what it's for, why it's necessary, etc. he also said i could refuse whatever i want. it's nice. i don't think he's a kook. he says i could be rid of this virus (whatever is causing the fatigue) within three monthes. wow. that could really change my life. my life has always been based on how to conserve my energy. and that's really sad. it would be awesome to not feel like this...i have no idea what that will be like though. it's kind of insane.

i need to go to work now.