in a few minutes i'm going to get my mouth checked out. probably have my stitches taken out. woohoo.
i haven't done anything for the last two days. at all. and i'm out of vicodin, so my jaw hurts like a bitch.
whaaaa
i'm thinking of getting a new piercing. i was inspired by Cherry's new set. i really love her septum. i like how small the ring is, and maybe i'll do something similar. i've always liked those. maybe i'll go for it. i like the little ball, too.
when i got my monroe, my dad cried. no joke. i came home, all excited, and my dad fucking cried. he said,"i don't understand why you would mutilate your face for a fashion statement!" whhaaaaaat?!
haha obviously we have different opinions on the subject. i threw a fucking fit when he said that. my mom also was upset, but she didn't cry. and jesus, it was only a monroe. it's a pretty tame piercing in my opinion. it's a nice little stone in my upper lip. that's all. 
you cans see it in my profile pic, but that's not that long after i first got it done, when it was all sticky out and big. now it's a lot flatter.
speaking of which, i need a new profile pic. i've just been so lazy lately.
my job hasn't been going that well. i'm getting really worn down. i don't even have that long of a shift, but i feel completely exhausted every day afterwards.
chronic fatigue doesn't help either. it makes it so hard just to drag my ass out of bed.
anyway, i just feel like i might quit. i really love working with the animals, but everyone(all the humans) have been so fucking snappish lately. and david is completely intolerable.
i don't know. i have an opportunity to work at a coffee shop, with more hours and more money. not sure what to do.
here are the options:
option one:
keep working at the vets(wilson's). help animals. clean stuff, etc, and be frantic the entire time i'm there. be exhausted to death every day. make minimun wage. not have the option of working more hours, or any type of advancement.
option two
work at the coffee place. meet people my own age for once. work hard, but definately not as hard as at the vets, and not for as good of a reason. make more money, with the possibility of making more over time. have more fun in general. leaving wilson's would be sad.
what do you think? if you've read this far? option one or two?
i don't know. i really do like working at wilson's. but it's hard, i have to drive a lot farther, and it's not very good for me financially. the coffee shop is near my baby's house. i drive over there anyway, and it's in a neat area. i realize that i'm writing in an online journal asking people for advice about my "career" decisions (haha!), and i know that it's rediculous. but i guess i'm rediculous. so, um, give me some input.
oh yeah! guess what? i just got my order in from Black Phoenix Alchemy Lab and they are truly amazing. As well as the four scents i bought, they sent me a bazillion little "imp's ears" (samples)! woot! the Snake Oil smells dreamy! all of it smells dreamy!
anyhow, right now i'm wearing "'Centzon Totochtin,' the four hundred divine rabbits that preside over parties and drunkenness." i smell like :cocoa, rum, red wine and sacraficial blood! yum. i know that sounds strange, but it smells amazing. mmmmmm.
i haven't done anything for the last two days. at all. and i'm out of vicodin, so my jaw hurts like a bitch.
whaaaa
i'm thinking of getting a new piercing. i was inspired by Cherry's new set. i really love her septum. i like how small the ring is, and maybe i'll do something similar. i've always liked those. maybe i'll go for it. i like the little ball, too.
when i got my monroe, my dad cried. no joke. i came home, all excited, and my dad fucking cried. he said,"i don't understand why you would mutilate your face for a fashion statement!" whhaaaaaat?!
haha obviously we have different opinions on the subject. i threw a fucking fit when he said that. my mom also was upset, but she didn't cry. and jesus, it was only a monroe. it's a pretty tame piercing in my opinion. it's a nice little stone in my upper lip. that's all.
you cans see it in my profile pic, but that's not that long after i first got it done, when it was all sticky out and big. now it's a lot flatter.
speaking of which, i need a new profile pic. i've just been so lazy lately.
my job hasn't been going that well. i'm getting really worn down. i don't even have that long of a shift, but i feel completely exhausted every day afterwards.
chronic fatigue doesn't help either. it makes it so hard just to drag my ass out of bed.
anyway, i just feel like i might quit. i really love working with the animals, but everyone(all the humans) have been so fucking snappish lately. and david is completely intolerable.
i don't know. i have an opportunity to work at a coffee shop, with more hours and more money. not sure what to do.
here are the options:
option one:
keep working at the vets(wilson's). help animals. clean stuff, etc, and be frantic the entire time i'm there. be exhausted to death every day. make minimun wage. not have the option of working more hours, or any type of advancement.
option two
work at the coffee place. meet people my own age for once. work hard, but definately not as hard as at the vets, and not for as good of a reason. make more money, with the possibility of making more over time. have more fun in general. leaving wilson's would be sad.
what do you think? if you've read this far? option one or two?
i don't know. i really do like working at wilson's. but it's hard, i have to drive a lot farther, and it's not very good for me financially. the coffee shop is near my baby's house. i drive over there anyway, and it's in a neat area. i realize that i'm writing in an online journal asking people for advice about my "career" decisions (haha!), and i know that it's rediculous. but i guess i'm rediculous. so, um, give me some input.
oh yeah! guess what? i just got my order in from Black Phoenix Alchemy Lab and they are truly amazing. As well as the four scents i bought, they sent me a bazillion little "imp's ears" (samples)! woot! the Snake Oil smells dreamy! all of it smells dreamy!
anyhow, right now i'm wearing "'Centzon Totochtin,' the four hundred divine rabbits that preside over parties and drunkenness." i smell like :cocoa, rum, red wine and sacraficial blood! yum. i know that sounds strange, but it smells amazing. mmmmmm.
vitriol:
thank you!