today is the boy's birthday. i haven't got him a present. hrmmmm. i'm not sure whats a good present, as we're just friends now...
he's always been really fucking tough to get presents for.
i had a terrible dream last night. what's worse is i had it all last night, woke up this morning, went back to bed, and it continued from there
. it was really horrible. it involved driving to my parents cabin in NV (often part of my worst dreams for some reason), where we got stuck getting ice cream at 31 flavors for hours. it somehow then progresses into the boy and i in our mansion in Paris, scrambling to get everything we needed to flee. Not sure from what we were fleeing, but i spent hours (in dream time) trying to pack. there were candles everywhere, the boy was older than me by about 15 years, and everything was wet. i'm not sure if we made it.
i know, it doesn't sound like a terrible dream, but it was extremely stressful the entire time. and i was arguing with the boy throughout the whole dream. he had a mustache, which somehow wasn't funny, then.
the new Apnea and Benni set? on of the greatest sets EVER. totally made my morning, especially after all that fuss over ice cream in my dream. woooooooooow. i nearly fell out of my chair.
there were pics i liked more than this, but this one is so pretty, isn't it?
the tattoo thing didn't happen. now i'm not sure when it will, as i am not going to be around my area for a while. hmm. oh well. it can wait.
my camera might finally be working again!!! MIGHT
i've been drawing a lot lately.
he's always been really fucking tough to get presents for.
i had a terrible dream last night. what's worse is i had it all last night, woke up this morning, went back to bed, and it continued from there
. it was really horrible. it involved driving to my parents cabin in NV (often part of my worst dreams for some reason), where we got stuck getting ice cream at 31 flavors for hours. it somehow then progresses into the boy and i in our mansion in Paris, scrambling to get everything we needed to flee. Not sure from what we were fleeing, but i spent hours (in dream time) trying to pack. there were candles everywhere, the boy was older than me by about 15 years, and everything was wet. i'm not sure if we made it.
i know, it doesn't sound like a terrible dream, but it was extremely stressful the entire time. and i was arguing with the boy throughout the whole dream.
he had a mustache, which somehow wasn't funny, then.
the new Apnea and Benni set? on of the greatest sets EVER. totally made my morning, especially after all that fuss over ice cream in my dream. woooooooooow. i nearly fell out of my chair.
there were pics i liked more than this, but this one is so pretty, isn't it?
the tattoo thing didn't happen. now i'm not sure when it will, as i am not going to be around my area for a while. hmm. oh well. it can wait.
my camera might finally be working again!!! MIGHT
i've been drawing a lot lately.