orli

so guess who got the "I love you, i'm just not in love with you," speech? yeah. whoa. wasn't expecting it, either. kind of hit me off-guard.

so yeah, i am still feeling like shit.
we talked a lot, he told me some things about his past that he wanted to get off his chest. i'm not upset with him at all. he really need to figure his shit out, and we're still best friends. he thinks he might be gay, or at least bisexual. that wasn't really surprising, and we've talked about that before, too. so i guess things are as good as can be expected. there's just so much crap going on lately. so sick of it, but i guess that's just life. ouch.

my eyelids are swollen. i look really strange.

ummmm...

shit.