orli

i'm not going to work today....wheeeeeeeee. It is far too nice out. Far, far too nice out. I want to go swimming. I live next to a lake, so I think I'm going to go hop in, even though it's full of pretty digusting algae and other scary plants and things . heh, it doesn't really matter until you think something is curling around your leg, and your mind goes completely blank and you start thrashing around like an idiot. And I need an excuse to wear my new, super cute bathing suit. WOOT. NEWT. SPOOT! loot. thats enough of that.
I'm thrilled. Elated. Ecstatic.
I must seem like a basketcase. But I'm just really, really happy to be alive. It might be in bad taste considering what's been going on lately, but I can't help it. WHOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!

Going to go outside, swim, garden, cook, love my boyfriend, dance dance dance! woo! time to sING SING SING. sleep in the grass under a tree. read something good. draw something make something..........gah!
I swear I'm not on any drugs. I've actually been extremely drug free lately. But if you've ever done shrooms, and felt that lovely "comedown" where everything is wonderful and life seems new, thats how I feel. I don't know why. I think that it's because I've been reminded of life. I've been sort of living from day to day like a zombie. "I'll do it later..."

NO MORE OF THAT.


WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeee!