orli

Today started terribly....I got some really bad news. My friend Hayley's mom commited suicide last night. I've known Hayley my entire life. Her mom and dad held me right after I was born. Her parents have been divorced for about two and a half years, and her mom had so many problems. When she was nice, she was a cool lady, but when she went crazy, she was horrid. Hayley doesn't even know yet. She's camping. I found out from her sister. I love that family so much. This is such a shock. She locked all the garage doors, and turned her car on. She took her dog with her. I know I should just be sympathetic, but this makes me so angry. I loved that dog. I understand why she did it...she didn't want to be alone. She took a lot of comfort from that dog, I think. This makes me so sad. I think that if hayley wants me too, I'm going to go up to Portland and spend some time with her. Only if she wants me too. I can understand if she wants alone time. Apparently her mom had called her a few days ago claiming that she was suicidal. Hayley didn't believer her because she always made threats like this. They had a terrible relationship, but Hayley still loved her so much. I wish I could hug her right now.
I don't even know what to say anymore. I hope Faye found peace.