i need to find a cheap beach house to rent. my friends were planning this huge going away party for our friend julia, and the person who was going to rest us their beach house flaked. so now we have all these people driving down from San Francisco, Burlingame, San Mateo, etc. and we don't have a fucking house (that we can afford 
). So today my friend amanda is coming over, and we are going to go try find an alternative. I'm not sure we could just make everyone sleep on the beach. And we definately don't want any drunk drivers. ARG. And I am not going to end up carting everyone's asses home. That's too fucking far, and I'm too goddamn sick. This reminds me of why I stopped drinking (a lot). It's fucking ugly and messy as fuck. Alcohol is disgusting. It's one of the lamest drugs out there. It lowers your fucking consciousness asnd makes you smell bad and barf your guts out. Not attractive at all. Especially if your the "responsible" one looking after all your friends while they say and do stupid shit, puke all over the place, and generally just make a fucking mess. I had to do that shit while I was on acid. I can't even begin to put into words how fucking disgusted I was. I guess alcohol can be all right in moderation, but there's one small problem: once you're sufficiently drunk (and should stop), you're drunk, so you just drink more. ARGH. And that mentality of "being hard" becuase you can drink nasty tasting liquor is probably the stupidest thing I've ever heard. No, your not a badass becuase you're willing to drink something that tastes bad to get fucked up. I'm sorry. There's no reason why that would benefit you in any way, and in my eyes, that just maks you a bigger moron. Wow, you can drink shots without getting teary eyed. Whoo-fucking-hoo. Have a good time, idiot.
Ok. that's enough ranting for now. Most of that is overly-exaggerated anyway. I have a problem with alcohol and the shit that generaly comes along with it, but you get that in any drug scene. I am just sick to fucking death of all the drunk people I'm around all the time. And as i usually only use psychedelics, this is something of a sacrilage to me. Thats putting it a little extremely. But oh well.
Point of the last two paragraphs: I have to fix something up for a bunch of drunk fucks, and I don't wanna. But I will. For Julia and Manda.
whatevs.
Anybody have a place in Santa Cruz, or anywhere near there that I can have a party? The last time we used a hotel with this group ended with total chaos, so I'm pretty wary of doing that. I know, i made it sound really attractive.
My cat is an asshole. He sits on my lap while I'm on the computer, then bites me when i try to type over his fat ass. Then I throw him off of me and curse at him. Then he comes back and sits on my lap, and bites me if I don't let him.
He's psychotic. But I love him. He's fucking hilarious. 
August is sleeping downstairs in my bed.
I love him.
). So today my friend amanda is coming over, and we are going to go try find an alternative. I'm not sure we could just make everyone sleep on the beach. And we definately don't want any drunk drivers. ARG. And I am not going to end up carting everyone's asses home. That's too fucking far, and I'm too goddamn sick. This reminds me of why I stopped drinking (a lot). It's fucking ugly and messy as fuck. Alcohol is disgusting. It's one of the lamest drugs out there. It lowers your fucking consciousness asnd makes you smell bad and barf your guts out. Not attractive at all. Especially if your the "responsible" one looking after all your friends while they say and do stupid shit, puke all over the place, and generally just make a fucking mess. I had to do that shit while I was on acid. I can't even begin to put into words how fucking disgusted I was. I guess alcohol can be all right in moderation, but there's one small problem: once you're sufficiently drunk (and should stop), you're drunk, so you just drink more. ARGH. And that mentality of "being hard" becuase you can drink nasty tasting liquor is probably the stupidest thing I've ever heard. No, your not a badass becuase you're willing to drink something that tastes bad to get fucked up. I'm sorry. There's no reason why that would benefit you in any way, and in my eyes, that just maks you a bigger moron. Wow, you can drink shots without getting teary eyed. Whoo-fucking-hoo. Have a good time, idiot.
Ok. that's enough ranting for now. Most of that is overly-exaggerated anyway. I have a problem with alcohol and the shit that generaly comes along with it, but you get that in any drug scene. I am just sick to fucking death of all the drunk people I'm around all the time. And as i usually only use psychedelics, this is something of a sacrilage to me. Thats putting it a little extremely. But oh well.
Point of the last two paragraphs: I have to fix something up for a bunch of drunk fucks, and I don't wanna. But I will. For Julia and Manda.
whatevs.
Anybody have a place in Santa Cruz, or anywhere near there that I can have a party? The last time we used a hotel with this group ended with total chaos, so I'm pretty wary of doing that. I know, i made it sound really attractive.
My cat is an asshole. He sits on my lap while I'm on the computer, then bites me when i try to type over his fat ass. Then I throw him off of me and curse at him. Then he comes back and sits on my lap, and bites me if I don't let him.
He's psychotic. But I love him. He's fucking hilarious.
August is sleeping downstairs in my bed.
I love him.