i'm dreading it. i hate having IVs. it has to do with previous operations i've had. now i can't stand them. at least i'll be on vallium when i get attached to it.
has anyone else had their wisdom teeth out? i've heard from some people that it was a nightmare, from others,... Read More
just got back from camping with my family. oh lordy.
my bimbo cousin never ceases to amaze me. if you heard all the bullshit that comes out of her mouth, you would probably either laugh wildly, or stare with your mouth open.
my other cousin brought her friend from nepal. he is an ayurvedic (sp?) doctor, and he is amazingly sweet, intelligent, whatever. speaks seven... Read More
last night i went to Kyoto Palace in the Pruneyard with the boy. It's this Japanese place where they cook the food in front of you, and the chefs do all these neat tricks. They throw food at you (so you can catch it in your mouth). It's a fun time.
i slept at his house. hmmm. not really sure what to think about that... Read More
today is the boy's birthday. i haven't got him a present. hrmmmm. i'm not sure whats a good present, as we're just friends now...
he's always been really fucking tough to get presents for.
i had a terrible dream last night. what's worse is i had it all last night, woke up this morning, went back to bed, and it continued from there . it... Read More
man oh man. you know what i'm tired of? helicoptors. fucking helicoptors. flying over my house. i live really close to this fire station and they have a helicoptor, and they are always doing practice runs dipping it into the lake. gah! they wake me up almost every day.
for an update on the lame boy situation: he tried to fucking kiss me last night....!... Read More
Listen to you! Good for you *pats on back*, its so easy to fall for the boy kisses, etc. Stay tough, play a little cat and mouse with the hottie surfers and for Goodness sake, get that eye unswollen! (you'll need it fully functional so you can bat your eyelashes at all the suitors.)
Oh yeah. Fuck helicopters too. Do californians call it the ghetto bird?
so guess who got the "I love you, i'm just not in love with you," speech? yeah. whoa. wasn't expecting it, either. kind of hit me off-guard.
so yeah, i am still feeling like shit.
we talked a lot, he told me some things about his past that he wanted to get off his chest. i'm not upset with him at all. he really need... Read More
Aw babe... You've really had a tough month, huh? One thing to be said for this: it sounds like he getting some of his mental shit together, It seemed like that needed to happen.
You: good Lord, go out and do something you enjoy.
By the way, I bet you look adorable with puffy cry-ey eyes.
So true... There must have been some kind of planetary shift that I wasn't aware of. Everyone seems to be in these crazy periods of transition. (WARNING: Cliche ahead!!!) Whatever doesn't kill ya makes you stronger right? *hugs*