Well things are much better these days. I am seeing someone now. He is really cool. I like him. Trying to move forward with life. It is hard tho, I do still think about Jerry. I loved him so much. I guess there are some things that I will never know. I will never know why he left. He wont be a man and just be honest about anything. it sucks when you treat someone really good and they shit on you. Oh well. I hope hes happy!