orionshoulder

okay i totally didn't mean for this to happen but i really like it. i'm accidentally back in school for real. which is good. i am over stimulated in general by all the good people and bad people, whether to take sculpture or painting for the fun of it and which one, and the fact that i have yet to sleep cause i was up all night talking when i should ve been sleeping. not that i mind. i don't . but i'm really tired and that's NOT good for the cycles.
the irony was in my human services class on wellness she passed out this twenty page questionaire about our lives and the sense of balance. in typical borderline behaviour while reading it i thought "sometimes i'm concious of my spiritual path/atheist with an attitude problem" it's so hard to nail down how i am from moment to moment when i'm the type of person who questions whether or not "i am" is a quantifiable statement.
funny shit- my best friend from college is taking classes here too. and another guy from the shamballa center. so we're gonna have a clique. old meditation dorks. i'll think up a more catchy name than that when i've had coffee. or sleep. probably sleep.
but yeah so SCHOOL. i can't tell you how amazing it is to not be at sc. i'm taking all human services classes at this point so as i said i can take one more class and i'm tossing the painting/writing for theatre debate around in my head. either way i'll be challenged, and writing plays is infinitely cheaper than the kind of paintings i would do. .lalalalallalalalalalallalalal sooooo tired.
okay