I'm so fucking lonely here. I hasn't supposed to be even more alone.
It was so nice having him around because, even though I've accepted being a loner, I have no friends here, real or even people I could stretch into saying was one. I'm pretty sure that this is probably why things didn't work out with him. I have little hope.
I want to...
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It was so nice having him around because, even though I've accepted being a loner, I have no friends here, real or even people I could stretch into saying was one. I'm pretty sure that this is probably why things didn't work out with him. I have little hope.
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We broke up.
Fuck.
Fuck.
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oriole:
He just has a bunch of stuff going in right now ad can't deal with a girlfriend. There's a possiblity, that im holding onto, that we'll get back together soon.
alkalinesbff:
Im sorry :-(
((Hugs))
((Hugs))
We fixed my computer and saved me a good $400 that I totally don't have. 
My birds tattoo just isn't meant to be right now. I've been planning on going to get it for a few weekends now, but something keeps coming up instead. It's ok. It'll happen when it's supposed to.
I've surrounded myself on my bed with phone books, free newspapers, and knifes...
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My birds tattoo just isn't meant to be right now. I've been planning on going to get it for a few weekends now, but something keeps coming up instead. It's ok. It'll happen when it's supposed to.
I've surrounded myself on my bed with phone books, free newspapers, and knifes...
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ardour:
Well, as you said, things happen for a reason.
My computer died. At least I still have my iPod.
Going to try and buy my bed this weekend.
He got me a red rose and a vibrator for Valentines Day. It's the first time anyone has given me flowers without feeling obligated to.
My boss is going to try and set up a low-pressure interview for a shift supervisor position.
Things happen for a...
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Going to try and buy my bed this weekend.
He got me a red rose and a vibrator for Valentines Day. It's the first time anyone has given me flowers without feeling obligated to.
My boss is going to try and set up a low-pressure interview for a shift supervisor position.
Things happen for a...
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padre:
Best of luck to you
I'm moving this week! I'm going to be renting the second floor of a families house. It's the closest thing to a studio that I can afford. Yay! No more being glared at for sitting in my own living room!
(gushing about the boyfriend goes here) I didn't get to see him for most of a week and missed him terribly. He got another tattoo...
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(gushing about the boyfriend goes here) I didn't get to see him for most of a week and missed him terribly. He got another tattoo...
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padre:
I dig those sandals!
I'm content and happy and excited. And it's all I's fault. I met his family last night. Eep. It seems like a similar dynamic to my family.
On the reverse, I'm pissed off. My roommate is a complete jackass and I can't wait to move out. I'm looking at a place on the other side of town tomorrow after work. It's a bit more expensive,...
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On the reverse, I'm pissed off. My roommate is a complete jackass and I can't wait to move out. I'm looking at a place on the other side of town tomorrow after work. It's a bit more expensive,...
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oriole:
Looked at (and loved!) the place across town today. Going to be looking at one closer by tomorrow.
ardour:
Well, I really do hate moving but a new place is also pretty fun.
Yep.
crashplanet:
unh huh
andybeau:
Amen sista, amen.
Best fucking Christmas ever!
Since my family is far off on the other side of the country, I wasn't really looking forward to Christmas. But, I spent the last 32 hours with the most amazing goofy guy for his birthday and then Christmas. We're both so comfortable with each other already. I keep asking myself if this is actually real. I haven't been this excited...
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Since my family is far off on the other side of the country, I wasn't really looking forward to Christmas. But, I spent the last 32 hours with the most amazing goofy guy for his birthday and then Christmas. We're both so comfortable with each other already. I keep asking myself if this is actually real. I haven't been this excited...
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ardour:
I am part one of those couples too, which as it turns out is actually awesome! Who knew??
I've found that I am comforted by the smell of cigarette smoke outside and sometimes the hint of it on my clothing. The original cause of this is rather distressing.
I bought myself flowers today. Star-of-Bethlehem, mum, and pink hyacinth.
Show friday (yay!) and two coworkers holiday parties over the weekend. I'll likely skip my bosses though.
I bought myself flowers today. Star-of-Bethlehem, mum, and pink hyacinth.
Show friday (yay!) and two coworkers holiday parties over the weekend. I'll likely skip my bosses though.
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oriole:
At least I'm not the only one then?
padre:
I think we see eye to eye on that. Good way to think of it if I do say some myself 
It was a magical experience, and I wonder what happened to her afterwards. Never did find out what exactly was wrong with her that day. It was just a place and time where she needed to be shown love.
I feel the same urge now, to reach out and give you the hug you so desire and deserve. Might sound a bit generic over the internet - even if on SG - but I wan't you to know I hurt a little bit reading this. And I wish/hope/pray things get better soon.