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The universe is fucking with me. It's been a bizarre couple of days.
It began with my ex from '08ish, Nathan, IMing me. It culminated in a 3 hour conversation, an email, and an apology for fucking me over and being an asshole after we broke up, leaving me devastated and thinking it had been all my fault. This allowed for this massive weight to...
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It began with my ex from '08ish, Nathan, IMing me. It culminated in a 3 hour conversation, an email, and an apology for fucking me over and being an asshole after we broke up, leaving me devastated and thinking it had been all my fault. This allowed for this massive weight to...
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padre:
There is something to that equation, yes. It seems when you no longer wear a terrible burden that it shows on you. In how you talk & act & look, so I wouldn't be surprised.
Yes a troubled attractive girl is still attractive but not as much as a happy attractive girl.
Yes a troubled attractive girl is still attractive but not as much as a happy attractive girl.
minimalism:
This sounds like the universe is looking out for you.
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oriole:
It's to cElebrate being in Portland for a year. There are 6 because I moved in June.
ardour:
I think it's really cool and I like it.
Going to see and meet China Mieville at Powells on Sunday. Epically excited.
Had an anxiety attack last night.
Bought new work shoes and a octo purse.
Paid for a couple classes at Collage.
Had an anxiety attack last night.
Bought new work shoes and a octo purse.
Paid for a couple classes at Collage.
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ardour:
A little retail therapy helps you AND the economy.
padre:
Sorry bout last night, how has your day been though?
I'm numb to the world. I barely feel sad. I don't know anyone here or otherwise. I don't know how to make or have friends. I never learned. My anxiety taught me that I can't like anything in fear of being different. I don't like anyone or thing. I don't know how to change this. No one here will read this either. I feel like...
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andybeau:
Sometimes it's not about fighting against the sadness, rather it's having the patience to wait it out. I feel as if my own current problems aren't as serious or maybe I just want to reach out and help a person in need. Even if I can't help out, I'll be paying attention.
Like mentioned above, contact a fool to just vent. For what it's worth, I'm willing to be a person there for you, whether we really know each other or not.
Like mentioned above, contact a fool to just vent. For what it's worth, I'm willing to be a person there for you, whether we really know each other or not.
minimalism:
Every break up feels like it will take forever to get over, but you will. It just takes time. Or meeting someone else who peaks your interest.
Slept with Ichi the ex last night. Both figuratively and literally.
There was a get together at his house, all of a sudden it was after the buses stop running and I was about to pass out. I couldn't decide if I wanted to get the rest I really needed to stay awake and enjoy being touched by someone like that. Warm, soft,strong skin. Mmm....
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There was a get together at his house, all of a sudden it was after the buses stop running and I was about to pass out. I couldn't decide if I wanted to get the rest I really needed to stay awake and enjoy being touched by someone like that. Warm, soft,strong skin. Mmm....
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padre:
Cool, I hope you enjoy your bday
entese:
is good that you dont feel dirty or guilty or weird
Loving the new house! My things fit in my room like a puzzle which means it's the perfect size! My housemates are awesome so far. There's 5 of us plus 3 critters.
Went on a date with a couple. I'm feeling experimental with relationships right now. I hate the idea of being with anyone that isn't Ichi. She's really cute and half Japanese, he's..I don't...
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Went on a date with a couple. I'm feeling experimental with relationships right now. I hate the idea of being with anyone that isn't Ichi. She's really cute and half Japanese, he's..I don't...
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I'm moving again. I am very hopeful about this one. It's a show house (like once a month) and they've hung out with Ichi before, which means they can't be all bad. Oh, and rent is a good $100 less. I figure this should help me meet more people. They'll be coming to my house, no effort on my part required.
Making my tattoo appointment...
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Making my tattoo appointment...
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Counting down:
Year in Portland: 56 days
My sister here for 2 weeks: 2 months
My birthday: 2 months
Promotion that I don't want to jinx: 2.5 months
I feel neither happy nor sad. Nor empty or barely numb. A very simple nothing really.
He's been texting me. My heart no longer jumps and flutters in its fleshy calcium cage.
I tripped on a branch...
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Year in Portland: 56 days
My sister here for 2 weeks: 2 months
My birthday: 2 months
Promotion that I don't want to jinx: 2.5 months
I feel neither happy nor sad. Nor empty or barely numb. A very simple nothing really.
He's been texting me. My heart no longer jumps and flutters in its fleshy calcium cage.
I tripped on a branch...
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boxofficepoison:
I've been netflixing pretty much the same exact shows. Life on Mars is so good.
Good news everyone! My dad is going to be visiting me at the end of April! He called me last night to make sure I was going to be around. My sister will be here for my birthday in July.
I've started bookbinding.
I want to have my windowsills covered with moss terrariums. Step one? Make one that doesn't die.
It sucks for him too....
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I've started bookbinding.
I want to have my windowsills covered with moss terrariums. Step one? Make one that doesn't die.
It sucks for him too....
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yowlinyeti:
windows cover in moss terrariums....puts a beautiful picture in my head! i hope u can keep one alive!!
yowlinyeti:
they are Toms shoes. ive been wanting a pair for awhile now. it shall be my springtime investment 
Read the books!