My yearly year in review:
January: The happiest I have ever been with another person.
started doing origami.
Feburary:
Had a valentine who deeply cared about and who gave me a rose and a sex toy.
I moved for the first time this year into the studio deal.
March: Goodbye my heart.
April: Continuation of numbness.
May:
Moved for the second time to the North Hole. Otherwise known as the start of that horrible mistake. Horrible location and people.
Met China Mievlle at Powells.
Still numb.
June:
Got my tattoo at the end of this month.
Still unhappy and numb, but no longer actively sad.
My sister came to visit for 2 weeks at the end
I got promoted at work.
I decided that I wanted to move back to Pittsburgh if things weren't better by Thanksgiving.
July:
Finally went out with mopeder after talking to him for over 6 months.
Finally met and discovered Phil even though we had met before when I was single sighted.
August:
The Failhouse show. I had been feeling fine by this point, but the port designs of this night sent me spiraling to suicidal ideas. Phil rescued me.
September:
Moved for the third time to my current house. I don't to move for a long time. Hung out with mopder for the second time and got my bruises and scars from the water tower.
October:
House show. mopder slept here a few times and was cute and affectionate and I had such high hopes.
November:
mopder revealed how much of an asshole he was.
Not a good month probably.
Started the weekly beers with Jess and Selina.
Ichi told me that I've infiltrated his friends. I assume this was meant to be silly.
Went home for two weeks to Pittsburgh and was homesick for Portland and missed housemate G.
December:
Kitten!!!
My frustration with Ichi has converted into angry and annoyance, thinking about him makes me anxious and unhappy.
Uncertainty about everything.
I've given up on love. I'm a hopeless romantic: love is hopeless.
January: The happiest I have ever been with another person.
started doing origami.
Feburary:
Had a valentine who deeply cared about and who gave me a rose and a sex toy.
I moved for the first time this year into the studio deal.
March: Goodbye my heart.
April: Continuation of numbness.
May:
Moved for the second time to the North Hole. Otherwise known as the start of that horrible mistake. Horrible location and people.
Met China Mievlle at Powells.
Still numb.
June:
Got my tattoo at the end of this month.
Still unhappy and numb, but no longer actively sad.
My sister came to visit for 2 weeks at the end
I got promoted at work.
I decided that I wanted to move back to Pittsburgh if things weren't better by Thanksgiving.
July:
Finally went out with mopeder after talking to him for over 6 months.
Finally met and discovered Phil even though we had met before when I was single sighted.
August:
The Failhouse show. I had been feeling fine by this point, but the port designs of this night sent me spiraling to suicidal ideas. Phil rescued me.
September:
Moved for the third time to my current house. I don't to move for a long time. Hung out with mopder for the second time and got my bruises and scars from the water tower.
October:
House show. mopder slept here a few times and was cute and affectionate and I had such high hopes.
November:
mopder revealed how much of an asshole he was.
Not a good month probably.
Started the weekly beers with Jess and Selina.
Ichi told me that I've infiltrated his friends. I assume this was meant to be silly.
Went home for two weeks to Pittsburgh and was homesick for Portland and missed housemate G.
December:
Kitten!!!
My frustration with Ichi has converted into angry and annoyance, thinking about him makes me anxious and unhappy.
Uncertainty about everything.
I've given up on love. I'm a hopeless romantic: love is hopeless.
Here's to another year.