oriole

I feel normal. I don't like it. I feel like I blend in again.
I smile about nothing.
I laugh and dance around at work.
I think everyone can tell.

I saw a photo of me and didn't realize it was me. I was cute.
I want to go to a dance party and drink and dance and let go.
I want to care about people. About everyone. Eliminate the feeling of a satellite.
I want to give away hugs.
I want to flirt and be flirted with.
I want fall in love with someone who isn't afraid to love me.
I'm not going to look for it on the dating website.
I'm ok with being single and alone. I'm bursting at the seams with desire. I'd bring you home if I could.