I am still very in love with Ichi. We spent this morning cuddling in bed. But we aren't together and it shouldn't have happened. And I can see and feel that he feels the same. When he left, my eyes were full of tears and he was looking at me sniffling.
I swear to god that he is who I'm meant for and anything else will be settling.
Phil is basically Ichis opposite. He nice but quiet and hates being social. I want to try and date someone else, but how can I when I feel this way? At least it's not a constant pain.
I don't want to date but I also don't want to be alone. I want to be friends with these boys instead.
I swear to god that he is who I'm meant for and anything else will be settling.
Phil is basically Ichis opposite. He nice but quiet and hates being social. I want to try and date someone else, but how can I when I feel this way? At least it's not a constant pain.
I don't want to date but I also don't want to be alone. I want to be friends with these boys instead.
It really really sucks to know someone who is perfect for you, but doesn't want you back. It's just that... that's just kind of an essential thing.
Being with someone who actually wants to be with you is NOT settling. It's a step up.
You're both still young. There might be a day in the future where he does want you. But maybe by then you'll have forgotten all about him.
It'll probably work out for the best.