I'm so fucking lonely here. I hasn't supposed to be even more alone.
It was so nice having him around because, even though I've accepted being a loner, I have no friends here, real or even people I could stretch into saying was one. I'm pretty sure that this is probably why things didn't work out with him. I have little hope.
I want to fucking go home.
I feel stupid and boring.
If I go home then I'll never ever see him again which is not ok.
All I want is a hug.
It was so nice having him around because, even though I've accepted being a loner, I have no friends here, real or even people I could stretch into saying was one. I'm pretty sure that this is probably why things didn't work out with him. I have little hope.
I want to fucking go home.
I feel stupid and boring.
If I go home then I'll never ever see him again which is not ok.
All I want is a hug.
It was a magical experience, and I wonder what happened to her afterwards. Never did find out what exactly was wrong with her that day. It was just a place and time where she needed to be shown love.
I feel the same urge now, to reach out and give you the hug you so desire and deserve. Might sound a bit generic over the internet - even if on SG - but I wan't you to know I hurt a little bit reading this. And I wish/hope/pray things get better soon.