"this is what it's liek to be alone,
this is what its like to be ALONE!"
*GlassJAw
i can't stop crying right now.
i'm sick of an empty bed
i hate that empty feeling in my life right now
i don't miss him
i want to hold hands and cuddle and sleep and watch movies
i want soft kisses on my face and palms
i... Read More
when is life going to cut me a break? i'm looking at yet another bought of homelessness, i think i'm getting fired for not comming in today even tho i called in and said i was going to see a doctor. so this....sucks really. on top of that all this drama with ricky sucked, and now i'm having more guy issues. and its confusing the... Read More
Nah, don't become a nun. Then I know I would be going to hell for having impure thoughts about you in your habit. Seriously though hun wish there was something I could do to help.
tonight was an emotional rollercoaster with ricky. i'm glad its over tho. over over over. i get to start anew. we have new understadings. at least i hope. i dunno when i'll see him next. and i dunno if he wants his toys and stuff from my house. but yea. i think i can breath happy now. at least i hope. when you're feeling this... Read More
too much sadness :Love:
*hugs tight*
--- pulls off a few armed robberies, buys you a house in cali and sends you a plane ticket there.... complete with new leather outfits to have fun in... and out of ----
you and i have to talk. latley it just seems you aren't around much..i dunno, i feel emptyness where you should be. so i have some favors to ask of you. first and foremost, please come home. i miss you and i'd like it if... Read More
i hate the way this feels with you.
"i love you, i trust you"
you lie to me too much
you call me names when yout hink i won't hear.
i hate the way i cry when he have sex, i hate how you treat me. i hate how you love me and trust me only with your words not your actions. i hate... Read More