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"this is what it's liek to be alone,
this is what its like to be ALONE!"
*GlassJAw

i can't stop crying right now.
i'm sick of an empty bed
i hate that empty feeling in my life right now
i don't miss him
i want to hold hands and cuddle and sleep and watch movies
i want soft kisses on my face and palms
i...
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supremepizzaman:
how you doin? wink
tronvillain:
Aw. I haven't been reading in quite a while, so I have no idea what is going on, but aw. Hope you feel better.
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i got a new ferret today

his name is jonah

he's cute

and snuggly

and all white

and a BABY
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hopesfall:
frown i want a ferret, i also want to make a little bag for me to carry it around in smile
hopesfall:
oh my god that fucking rules
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when is life going to cut me a break? i'm looking at yet another bought of homelessness, i think i'm getting fired for not comming in today even tho i called in and said i was going to see a doctor. so this....sucks really. on top of that all this drama with ricky sucked, and now i'm having more guy issues. and its confusing the...
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eeek_the_kat:
Nah, don't become a nun. Then I know I would be going to hell for having impure thoughts about you in your habit. wink Seriously though hun wish there was something I could do to help.
unnecessaryz:
Maybe I could be persuaded to but my beer bottle dick on someone's face. Will that make you smile? Sure it would! wink
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i'm eating a really really really good salad........with a balsalmic vinnigerette..... mmmmmmmm

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fenris23:
mmmmmm
eeek_the_kat:
mmm...salad...rabbit food...ruffage...
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tonight was an emotional rollercoaster with ricky. i'm glad its over tho. over over over. i get to start anew. we have new understadings. at least i hope. i dunno when i'll see him next. and i dunno if he wants his toys and stuff from my house. but yea. i think i can breath happy now. at least i hope. when you're feeling this...
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williamj:
maybe its your emoness taking over and not your feelings tongue
cunninglinquist:
It is over and now is time to move on. Send him his toys and don't see him again, it will only bring back memories.
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fenris23:
wow thats a lot of sad. *HUGS*
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yuriel:
too much sadness mad :Love:
*hugs tight*
--- pulls off a few armed robberies, buys you a house in cali and sends you a plane ticket there.... complete with new leather outfits to have fun in... and out of ----
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ok call me emo if you will

BUT

i wrote a letter today :

Tuesday, January 13, 2004


dear heart-

you and i have to talk. latley it just seems you aren't around much..i dunno, i feel emptyness where you should be. so i have some favors to ask of you. first and foremost, please come home. i miss you and i'd like it if...
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lotusman:
still not seeing any pics of your ass smile i've shown ya mine biggrin
nyhcx516:
you emo freak. we have to talk by the way.... smile
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uhm..right. frown frown

i hate the way this feels with you.
"i love you, i trust you"
you lie to me too much
you call me names when yout hink i won't hear.
i hate the way i cry when he have sex, i hate how you treat me. i hate how you love me and trust me only with your words not your actions. i hate...
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broadwaybee:
Hmm. I think you need some Manhattan in your life, lady....come to the city - we'll grab some sushi and cocktails.

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er:
hang in there you
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so

i have my first crush since ricky a year ago

it's so weird, i forgot how this felt

whatever i'm such a geek

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jaidee:
please don't be who i think it is.! please!!!






THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE FLOWERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE THE GREATEST!!! kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
nyhcx516:
yea, i think i agree with jaidee. i think i know who it is, lol