Thursday Feb 26, 2004

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call me heartless and call me a bitch, but i have no sympathy for people who cry suicide.



end of story. mad
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kyoujin470:
wow that came outta nowhere. . . as far as i know. But hey gotta agree with you.
cunninglinquist:
that sucks, sometimes they go thru with it.

Thursday Feb 26, 2004

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surreal

i'm feeling ....... bleh. somebody write me a poem tongue



and i'm getting better at this whole, swallowing my heart deal.
i still haven't said a word to him.
i'm just kinda sitting back and taking it. i'm afraid if i say something it'll ruin his good mood, or create distance.

but this shit still hurts like a bitch.

i need to learn to not feel...
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cunninglinquist:
she looks at the mirror
sees her smile
but something is missing
there love is not there

where did it go
when was it here
how did i lose it
how can i get it back

the mirror reflects
the loss of love in your soul
but the soul can heal
and the love can return

will it come today
or maybe tomorrow
or will it wait
and another day of sorrow

the love you seek
will find you when
you stop looking out
and look within

Bob Frye 2004

Wednesday Feb 25, 2004

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lets set our hearts to self distruct robot








i hate keeping my mouth shut. frown


and since everyones talking about it today and driving me nuts, lets cover these subjects as well!

* it hasn't been too too long, but damnit i miss sex

* why in gods name do girls get all emotional when guys move on kinda fast? or talk about other girls? i've been...
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magnadolce:
Hey, as a boy I can say I've felt that shit too (minus the vagina part)... but damn sister, yer totally young, and totally beautiful, so you won't be with out sex for long and as Triumph would say:

"FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT!"
broadwaybee:
Right back atcha, sweetie.

kiss

Tuesday Feb 24, 2004

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i was listening to this song and it made me misty eyed, and warm inside and empty and sad and wonerfull al at the same time

robot

i'm too fucking weird

robot


Im on fire and now I think Im ready to bust a move
Check it out Im rocking steady
Go!

Betty wont stop listening to modern rock
How she hates to be alone
I try...
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scykon:
I've not heard Motion City Soundtrack in ages.
lx:
Yeah, you're emo. That's OK though.

Tuesday Feb 24, 2004

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grabble gook








robot
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cunninglinquist:
saipai eapuratus
midknight:
sounds like something from harry potter confused

Monday Feb 23, 2004

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why am i so depressed?
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cunninglinquist:
a change in life or lifestyle is often depressing until you adjust. hang in there
bukkakegod:
cuz your emo, havent taken your emo meds in a while, and probably havent sat in a dark corner writing poetry while listening to Dashboard Confessional tongue

Monday Feb 23, 2004

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i feel like a selfish asshole

but i gotta do what i gotta do i have a million and one reasons.


and it sucks i had to hurt you to figure some of this shit out, but a lot of crap just became clear to me.




i'm staying in jersey.
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liv3:
yay!
lx:
Hmmm, good luck? I don't know what to write, but I know that you have to be selfish regarding major life decisions. Don't be too hard on yourself.

Sunday Feb 22, 2004

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frown *confused* frown
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bukkakegod:
emo's are always confused.
kyoujin470:
that dont take much

Friday Feb 20, 2004

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so 'm at my good buddy SteveNeurotic 's apartment in NJ, getting ready to go to PA....I'll be shooting some sets, and then i'll be back in NJ and on my way to another friends place. Jonah the ferret is insanly confused with all the moving around, haha he has no idea whats going on, he misses his daddy (as do i) and he's mad...
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necrolicht:
Yay! You're a lush again! I miss you!
necrolicht:
I like this name too! smile

[Edited on Feb 22, 2004 7:56PM]

Thursday Feb 19, 2004

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i leave ny today...i'm so nervous!!!! i'm pit stopping in jersey/pa for a couple of weeks then its off to florida with joe and maybe one or two other people. i hope florida is ready for the emo invasion........ wink i'm a little sad bc i don't have a car, and i wanted to go say goodbye to some people, and i can't. it sucks. so...
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irina:
Although I've only met you once, I'm really sad that you're leaving. I hope you have a wonderful time, though! And perhaps I"ll use you as an excuse to take a vacation; hmmm...

Also, I wrote a comment (the first one)
here that applies to you as well.

In the meantime, I hope I get to see you once more before you leave! kiss
rockepidemic:
Sounds like an adventure. Stay safe.

Sorry for the whole eye poking thing. tongue
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