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i am so sic k of being called the following things


manly
fat
ugly
butch
boyish
tranny
ect....



the next person who says that shit is getting their face ripped off


i'm fucking self conscious about my looks.

i fucking hate my face/hair/body

and i'm going to fucking kill the next person who says ANYTHING like that to me .

i've been hearing that crap...
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yuriel:
you hate yourself too fucking much.
frown
dear youre beautiful
and im sorry about the other night.
you know i can tresist a joke but... i didnt know it was said so much or whatever
*shrugs*
and you could pounce me anytime
... well ok not if you were like 300 lbs
that WOULD be a bit much tongue
but i can see like 170 or something wink
EL SUICIDO LOCO
mad love
amillahhighlife:
Dont be so concious about your looks. you are gorgeous, most people are to shallow to realize that shit because they themselves are to busy looking at magazines and tell lie vision. just do you to the fullest. Fuck everybody else. Most chances are they won't matter in a year or to anyway.....holla wink
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HOLY SHIT





I HAVE A PLANE TICKET HOME!!!!!!!!
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yuriel:
party ahrd.
btw i really DIDNT mean that in chat.
I didnt know itd set you off or that everyone said it
i was being sarcastic
and as usual
foot + mouth
*sigh*
ciao
EL SUICIDO LOCO
yuriel:
party ahrd.
btw i really DIDNT mean that in chat.
I didnt know itd set you off or that everyone said it
i was being sarcastic
and as usual
foot + mouth
*sigh*
ciao
EL SUICIDO LOCO
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SO

if i can get 11 people to donate ten dollars each

i can be home in a week.



i miss NY sooo much it makes my tummy hurt.



care to donate?
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can i just say


that men who know the english language inside and out are a MAJOR turn on.

*yum*
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mulhollanddrive:
Howdy. How was the weekend?
mulhollanddrive:
That's cool. He's a good guy.
!!! miao!! !!!
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my stomach is in knots...reading/deleting all my old text messages.
reading his.
tears are brimming my eyes.
fuck am i pathetic.
when did i grow a heart and why did he make me?
why am i sitting here a snivvleing weepy pussy?

i didn't know he had such a hold on me.

"please know my heart is in your hands
It's nothing that I understand,...
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jasonxstar:
a heart broken mess you are...i need to patch you up and paint you a new smile.feel better kiddio if anything contact me.
kiss
juno106:
I'm so sorry to hear,. You made me sad just reading about that. Have you tried playing doom or some other video game that includes allot of killing? that always helps me.


Another thing that might cheer you up is take a friend to one of those "Holliday Bizars" where they sell all the horrible Xmas stuff such and Santa's drinking milk but made out of rotten potatoes. They seem to do these in every major city in large convention centers or Arena's.... oh yeah and don't forget to bring your flask and a digi cam.
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last night i was so increadably sad.


first tyler im'd me from his phone and told me to call him


so i called

and he was all bitchy to me blah blah




then i went to a party....



my friend was all over his best frinds two most recent ex's (one of which is another of my friends)

so that was annoying

then two groups...
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cunninglinquist:
i have lived one awkward moment after an other for many years, now it is second nature
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soooooooo

he hottopic wishlist just plain is not working

I APPLOGIZE

go to urban outfitters......put in my email addy for a wishlist search.................luvsiancurtis@hotmail.com


thennnnnn shop away...the undies are at the bottom

THANKS!
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juno106:
I'm actually in the process of never giving Urban outfitters my money for pollitical reasons..... I try to kep my money out of the hands of moral conservatives..... it's just a thing with me.
yuriel:
have fun with the gifts you get dear
nice new profile pic hehe
EL SUICIDO LOCO
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HOLY SHIT YOU GUYS


I HAVE DROPPED 15 SIZES SINCE MY JUNIOR YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL.


THATS RIGHT

I AM WEARING SIZE 0 JEANS RIGHT NOW.

HOLY FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!! eeek love biggrin kiss


oh and i put up a wishlist...buy me undies from it pllllleeeeeaseee...

mine have been stolen by some dumb fuck in the complex.
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williamj:
oh lord i just thought of something. what if some old dudes masurbating with your undies blackeyed puke

i will get you a pair when my credit card billing cycle starts over. what are you planning to do with all those lace see through panties on your wishlist?!?!? shocked tongue

oh and did you fill out your address for your wish list thing?

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pollypocket:
How did you lose all that??? shocked
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i ahve the weirdest favor ever to ask you guys










my laundry has been stolen.



i can borrow clothes untill i can afford my own......


but undies are a problem.


size small........bra- 34 b



early xmas presants anyone?

blush puke

hit up my wishlist.......i'm puting undies on it.....buy me some please and i'll get you something awesome for xmas once my work picks up and i get...
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broadwaybee:
Hawt new pic. And I'll do my best to getcha some panties.
cunninglinquist:
will try, after I pay the rent
great new profile pic

[Edited on Nov 03, 2004 2:40PM]