Friday Dec 17, 2004

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i am so bored. someone in brooklyn come hang out before i start killing. skull








oh, and i want everyone to stop talking about the damn holidays. my plans this year? sitting on this computer alone and bitter. so i imagine not drinking is going to kill me on x mas. i can't even afford to get nice things for the people i care most about. frown
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dade37:
sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet
fenris23:
My holiday plans are to sit at a completly different computer alone and bitter.

Thursday Dec 16, 2004

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today i've felt like a WARROIR




nothing could get in my way. kiss





*edited to add*

it's been over six months since jared morris died. and i still can't look at a picture of him without crying. he helped me take my first small steps into self improvement (would you believe i used to be worse than i am now?) and i wish SO BADLY that...
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yuriel:
yay biggrin
EL SUICIDO LOCO
hahhaha yes whosyourlibra thats it steal my witty repoirte!
cunninglinquist:
losing a friend is always hard, when the die young it seems much worse. when i was in college one of the guys in my dorm i knew from high school and sports, and we got to knoe each other much better there. we made arrangement to go out to see a rock group on the saturday after thanksgiving. the night before for some reason i went for a drive on the way home from work, i went about 8 miles out of my way to go home and saw an accident on the side of the road with the police and ambulances. i saw the green car but it wasnt anyones i knew. the next morning on the way to work i heard that my friend had been killed in a car accident(that had been him on a first date in his dads car). i could not even bear to go to the funeral and never went to see his parents, i could not face them. one day at the doctors, in the waiting room was his dad, we talked after the appointment and i finally could put my friend to rest

Thursday Dec 16, 2004

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smile

stolen from sharp_cutter
share some memories with me

1. scary memory
2. random memory
3. most fond of sexual memory
kiss
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hyppe:
1. almost killing myself in a car accident
2, eating too much christmas candy and throwing up in a wase
3. does sex with a small horse count?
mohollyweird:
1) Doctor says: " You got two to four weeks at the most".
2) Jenni says "Hey, have WE danced together yet?"
3)that closet, that one time, those girls! Woo!

Now, seriously, 5 days is fantastic, keep it up and check in with us!!!!! smile

Wednesday Dec 15, 2004

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i hate petty people. mad


oh and to whoever the fuck pm'd me in chat (i didn't read the name, just the message) and called me weird for having a zombie fetish, suck on my ass.


zombies are soo hott
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faithless000:
zombie s3XX0r is T3H H0TTNESS love

*goes off to munch brains*
amitabha:
hrm,,.. ok I can deal w/ that.


thanks! =p

Tuesday Dec 14, 2004

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yuriel:
new profile pic rocks biggrin
wish i could get it quinna :\
but you know me
i can barely get food tongue
lol
EL SUICIDO LOCO

Tuesday Dec 14, 2004

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ok and......this as well *sigh*

due to the overwhelming resplies i've gotten about my wanting to leave......okok i'll stay

*cringe* i just hope this doesn't hinder what i want ti get going in my life. if it does, i'll be leaving. but for now, we'll give it a shot.

besides, the beautiful jaidee even said i should stay, and honestly, can you say no to...
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jaidee:
because drinking is fun.
cunninglinquist:
cigarettes in hand condom in wrapper in mouth, ready for a hot night, LOL. Do one thing at a time, drinking, then the next one. I found when I stopped drinking a lot, I stopped smoking a lot, then it was easy to stop smoking.

Tuesday Dec 14, 2004

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beauty comes to those who have been waiting for something
bigger than themselves ...
this is the sound of the hopeless kids, as they scream from the basements of the houses of their parents
yuriel:
wow you just updated right as i was gonna comment on yer other one hehe haha
wow.... wierd words there eh dear
i dunno why you fall for the guys you do anymore than why every girl i could possibly ever want would never have me more than as a friend or at the infantesimile possible best... fuckbuddy/one night stand tongue
but i do wish you luck hon really you deserve it!
EL SUICIDO LOCO
mad love

Monday Dec 13, 2004

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ok so aside from strange condoms and missing toothpaste.






why in gods anme do i insist on liking people who insist on not giving a shit that i have feelings?
originalzombee:
i hate that i'll never be seen as more than "just a friend"
koenigsegg:
you just said that in your own journal, friend

and i just wanted to say sorry about your situation and that i didn't mean to come off as callous or anything in chat

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Monday Dec 13, 2004

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sooo after effects of the party




i'm missing my wallet and my toothpaste and my belt......any thoughts? anyone?


and



someone put their condoms in my roomates bag, unused, still in teh wrappers, rather sticky, 'snugger fit' condoms. we were both a bit disturbed.
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misterusername:
At least you're not missing your toothpaste-belt. Those shits are the bomb. As for chillin' we be clubbin' Monday the 20th. Hit me up, we can make some plans.
dark_templar:
ha ha ha snugger fit......... why even advertise that....... just use a regualr one with a rubber band..... ha ha ha biggrin

yes losing a wallet does suck whatever

Sunday Dec 12, 2004

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my account ends on march 3rd.......its a bit away, but.....don't expect to see much of me here.



its just plain time to go.
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irina:
I'm not sure what happened, but I'm sorry things got lame. I know I still love you though, and I think everyone else does too. You're just too rad. If you go, you'll certainly be missed.

Do what you have to do to take care of yourself though.

Much love. kiss
jaidee:
doucheylaroo...

dont leave... i've puked all over the place from drinking too much, you should have been at my 21st... puke all over the bathroom and then i puked in someones shoebox.... as well as on myself, and i spilled fruit punch all over jax's brand new white heels, it was glorious

embrace, dont hate

kiss
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