originalzombee

ok
so i received some upsetting info the other day

lets code this, to make it difficult on ya'll, and to get it off of my chest.


so.

person Q is very in love with person X

person X loves, for whatever reason, person Q (that nut)

enter person P

person X away on a trip. person Q goes to stay friend J while X is gone.
friend J has roomate.
roomate and Q sleep together (that Q is a dirty hussy, and never to be trusted)
Q realizes she made a mistake
Q is madly in love with X
X dumps Q (duh)
J gives Q a lot of shit and acts like the great friend who interveined and protected his friend.
Q feels awful for upsetting her friendhsip ith J and her relationship with X.

Q moves cross country.
Q has friend here, who knows people back home.
Q finds out friend J was cheating on his gf with a mutual friend that friend J didn't even know Q was friends with.
this means...J was cheating on HIS gf.
ok, so even though Q fucked up, and X shouldn't even acknowledge her existance.....
Q can't help feeling like Jis a big pompous jerk.
and she really really really misses X.
Q is empty inside
Q hates fathers day
Q hates her birthday
Q wants everyone to go fuck off and die



Q feels really alone.













i push everyone away somehow. and i hate myself for it.