wtf @ ex's being so damn cute?
it seriously almost hurts to look at him. fuck him. i hate emo pussy bullshit. if you want me, WANT me, have me, i'm here, if not, fuck off please.
if he writes one more song about me i'll go back to texas and kill him with a guitar string.
i'm in a weird spot right now as far as guys go. i want to be held most of the time, and i want to be told sweet nothings. i want to be lied to, but i want nothing but honesty. i want "i love you" and i want someone to mean it. but other days i just want to get fucked. i want to love em and leave em. i want to break hearts and never have mine broken, let alone held. at the same time, i want someone to give mine to. i want to hold hands in public. i want to be introduced as "this is my girlfriend, Quinna" i want to have someone wrapped around my little finger. i want to make someone melt inside. i want to be breathtaking. desireable. i want to be teh apple of someones eye. i want to feel love for once in my life bc i honestly never have felt what it feels like to be loved.
case in point, i'm confused, i don't know what i want. all i know is nothing feels so right as being snuggled next to someone. in that moment when i lay my head to rest on their shoulder, its okay. despite the fact that in the morning i have to go home and i'm lucky if they call back. or remember my name. or talk to me in public. or call me ever for anything other than a booty call.
once again, connor puts it best
"This weather has me wanting love more tangible. Something I can hold because its getting
cold. So lets hold up our fists to the flame in the sky to block out the light that is reaching for our
eyes because it would blind us. It will blind us. Now I have locked my actions in the grooves of
routine. So I may never be free of this apathy."
it seriously almost hurts to look at him. fuck him. i hate emo pussy bullshit. if you want me, WANT me, have me, i'm here, if not, fuck off please.
if he writes one more song about me i'll go back to texas and kill him with a guitar string.
i'm in a weird spot right now as far as guys go. i want to be held most of the time, and i want to be told sweet nothings. i want to be lied to, but i want nothing but honesty. i want "i love you" and i want someone to mean it. but other days i just want to get fucked. i want to love em and leave em. i want to break hearts and never have mine broken, let alone held. at the same time, i want someone to give mine to. i want to hold hands in public. i want to be introduced as "this is my girlfriend, Quinna" i want to have someone wrapped around my little finger. i want to make someone melt inside. i want to be breathtaking. desireable. i want to be teh apple of someones eye. i want to feel love for once in my life bc i honestly never have felt what it feels like to be loved.
case in point, i'm confused, i don't know what i want. all i know is nothing feels so right as being snuggled next to someone. in that moment when i lay my head to rest on their shoulder, its okay. despite the fact that in the morning i have to go home and i'm lucky if they call back. or remember my name. or talk to me in public. or call me ever for anything other than a booty call.
once again, connor puts it best
"This weather has me wanting love more tangible. Something I can hold because its getting
cold. So lets hold up our fists to the flame in the sky to block out the light that is reaching for our
eyes because it would blind us. It will blind us. Now I have locked my actions in the grooves of
routine. So I may never be free of this apathy."
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and I don't know you.
but really you can not have everything .. b/c it really is too much. I mean Where would you put it all?
I feel the same sometimes when I remember the comfort of being .. ahh fuck nvm.
Needs suck Love is hell take pleasure in the pain.... and ignore me