AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNND it's official. my chanukah sucked, and xmas will not, infact, be my saving grace.
have a happy holiday.
i'll be online bored the entire time.
**************************************
thinking about tyler
i dunno
just looked at some pics i have of him and they make me want to press my face through the screen and into his and kiss him and hold him and remind him how much i fucking know he misses me. remind him that passing me up and shoving me out was a mistake. a BIG one because chances are he will never find someone quite like me again.
and i want to rip my hair out and scream and shake him and cry
then i remember that i have no feelings
and that chances are he is right
and its really more a matter of my pride than anything at all.
have a happy holiday.
i'll be online bored the entire time.
**************************************
thinking about tyler
i dunno
just looked at some pics i have of him and they make me want to press my face through the screen and into his and kiss him and hold him and remind him how much i fucking know he misses me. remind him that passing me up and shoving me out was a mistake. a BIG one because chances are he will never find someone quite like me again.
and i want to rip my hair out and scream and shake him and cry
then i remember that i have no feelings
and that chances are he is right
and its really more a matter of my pride than anything at all.
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
cunninglinquist:
maybe christmas wil be better. last year we chatted over the holidays, and this year look like the same, c u on line
hallux:
i love making babies! 