my stomach is in knots...reading/deleting all my old text messages.
reading his.
tears are brimming my eyes.
fuck am i pathetic.
when did i grow a heart and why did he make me?
why am i sitting here a snivvleing weepy pussy?
i didn't know he had such a hold on me.
"please know my heart is in your hands
It's nothing that I understand, but when in your arms
you have complete power over me
So be gentle if you please, 'cause
Your hands are in my hair, but my heart is in your teeth"
i mean at least i have just friends.
but i wish i could prove that i'm more than that.
and that i'm better than that kiss.
and that i have more heart.
and that i can be put together.
and that i'm not cocky
but i know he's passing something good.
i'll get over it.
but until my tougue can roll the words "tyler" and "just friends" into the same sentance without my throat closing up.......
this is going to be hard as hell.
reading his.
tears are brimming my eyes.
fuck am i pathetic.
when did i grow a heart and why did he make me?
why am i sitting here a snivvleing weepy pussy?
i didn't know he had such a hold on me.
"please know my heart is in your hands
It's nothing that I understand, but when in your arms
you have complete power over me
So be gentle if you please, 'cause
Your hands are in my hair, but my heart is in your teeth"
i mean at least i have just friends.
but i wish i could prove that i'm more than that.
and that i'm better than that kiss.
and that i have more heart.
and that i can be put together.
and that i'm not cocky
but i know he's passing something good.
i'll get over it.
but until my tougue can roll the words "tyler" and "just friends" into the same sentance without my throat closing up.......
this is going to be hard as hell.
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Another thing that might cheer you up is take a friend to one of those "Holliday Bizars" where they sell all the horrible Xmas stuff such and Santa's drinking milk but made out of rotten potatoes. They seem to do these in every major city in large convention centers or Arena's.... oh yeah and don't forget to bring your flask and a digi cam.