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i danced all night last night





shedding skin<3









i'm very very very sore today, however.....hahaha blackeyed
cunninglinquist:
i dont recall being sore from dancing, it has been that long since i went out and did that, glad you had fun.
williamj:
i wish i could dance
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i feel nothing
not safe
its a hard day for dreaming
again
...
i'm not going back to the assholes that made me such a random display of random acts of hopelessness
cunninglinquist:
whatever you choose, feel good about it.
boxofficepoison:
I love how dudes, and chicks with boyfriends score really well on my test, and hot chicks score really low. I think I might need to revise it.
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my nose is runny
i think i'm getting sick

dying from suspence (am i moving or not???)
dying from lonliness
not romantically...cosmically

life is crazy right now, as always....

i know most of you are just like, eh, whatever, that zombee is always bitching and making her life harder than it needs to be


which is probably true.



i crave having a place in this...
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cunninglinquist:
i crave having a place in this world, a purpose, i want to know that someday i'll have kids, and a job, and a life
we all do
williamj:
you will find your place soon enough. it usually pops up when you least expect it
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so today at work this woman came in. piss drunk, sobbing.....make up streaming down her face, hands shaking....

im not exactly sure what was wrong. i sat down and spoke to her, but i could barely understand most of what she said to me.

all i got was my husband.........im so upset......never before......i cant go home.........i never get loaded, im sorry....im sorry
that's about it....
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cunninglinquist:
sometimes it takes something like your experience to put your life in proper perspective. i think of some of the things i have seen in vegas, where a gambling husband can cause a myriad of problems, he looses his job, then the family gets evicted, they are living in their car, and the wife tries panhandling for cash for her and the kids to eat, and then turns to sex because her kids have to eat. it happened to one of my neighbors, she was like 19 with a 1 year old, he was in his 20's and lost it all.
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okay, so the aforementioned VACA, might be a MOVE





again, 'it's in the works"




myheart is going BOOMBOOMBOOM



its where i wanted to be in the first place...
why i came here is beyond me.
cunninglinquist:
what ever you decide, good luck
williamj:
good luck with everything smile
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aug 20-27th- ZomBee in austin?




its in the works <3




i need a vaca
cunninglinquist:
that is the week I head to Littleton CO, have a good trip
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I'M FUCKING BORED!
YOUR MOMS A WHORE
I'VE HAD WAAAAYY TOO MANY CHOCOLATE COVERED ESPRESSO BEANS!





AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!










cabin fever whatever
cunninglinquist:
i am bored as well.
you got that right.
havent had enough of them but might just have more tomorrow.
zaksmith:
you're not the only one
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i'm really sick today
puke puke puke puke puke puke

come make me feel better.
i need to be taken care of frown
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chitin:
Feel better!
williamj:
get well soon
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so, hows life?
well i moved in with my best friend the genious drummer
really? hows that going?
well....lets see, i'll be homeless in a month....
but isn't he your best friend?
yes, best friend THE GENIOUS DRUMMER
i see.....
he's joining a band in la and going on tour in like, well...soon.
what are you going to do?
the plan so far stands as...
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cunninglinquist:
I wish my hospital bills were only $900, but my cell phone bill is $40. I am moving at the end of August, and it will be very stressful and interesting.
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i hate not having someone to talk to about the darkest corners of my mind.











something is very very very wrong.
i hate myself, i hate whoever did it to me. blackeyed
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voodo0:
that makes two of us. you can talk to me. wink smile
krrn:
thank you Hotness!! kiss

COME BACK TO NYC ALREADY! smile smile smile
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oooooh tyler tyler tyler....... surreal
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bitte ein kuss

so mybrother has said that if i were to get married, he wants to give me away.



that means a lot.

my brother and i have been talking about weird things lately.

his first gf, my abstaining from sex until i fall in love


it's weird being so open with him, but so liberating.


for someone i felt i was in direct...
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evil_mad_hatter:
I remember my brother used to shove me in the dryer and turn it on, or we'd fight whenever our parents left to see who'd cry first, or how he'd let me tag along with all his friends even though it might have uncool.
voodo0:
thats fucking cool. my younger sister never opens up to me. wish she could. thats cool you guys are doing it. wink