i shouldn't be worried.
too much.
not that even if________________________ it would matter.
there is no claim.
more proof jealousy is lame:
shitty austin bands full of shitty stuck up teenagers trying to talk shit to people they don't know bc they think they're doing something good for their friend aka my ex by talking shit to these people. lame.
tyler and...
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we need to hang out more kiddo
started work today. its easy, just a lot of stuff to take in.
i get health care and dental and eye doctor care stuff tho. which i need. all three.
i couldn't sleep last night.
1/3 being in a new place
1/3 not being cuddled
1/3 excited/nervous...
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oh depro! you wore off!
ugh, my ovaries hurt. and my back.
i hadn't missed this at all.
i feel like.....crap. my throat hurts, i'm freaking out about this home thing (still looking for a place, so, if you have one to offer for a little bit, i'll love you forever)
hating that i have nothing to offer anyone. i feel like a shitty friend. lately its been give give give from my friends, and all i can do is...
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still searching for a couch. i'll pay rent. anyone?
so i moved here a month or so ago. and i was really really excited to be back in new york. things got stressfull fast (hard time finding a job, friend who i was staying with has rude roomates with bitchy girlfriends...) and now..... things are getting worse. so i have a job (yay!) and i'm getting my things together so i can get out and get my own place...
but my roomate and i are having a falling out. he's been my friend for sometime, but he's always been an asshole. somehow, with him, it was always forgivable, but now, its absurd.
i don't really know anyone in NYC, so i'm kinda fucked.
so this is me grabbing at straws...
does anyone have room for me? on a couch, in a bathtub, on the floor....? i'm willing to pay for my space, and i'm really clean. i'll even do your dishes for you.
it'd be a huge help if one of you guys/gals could put me up for a little bit.
Why yes, I jacked this from the boards.
If you're serious, and want to argue over whether I should go to Brooklyn or you come to Staten Island, I'm looking for a roommate to get a place. I'm clean and won't do disgusting pervy things in your sleep, and as long as you pay rent, honestly, I don't care what the fuck you do.
Just an offer.
Well, the offer stands for a bit.
Good luck!
i'm locked out of my apartment, again.
i tihnk i'm getting kicked out (nick and i are NOT getting along. its amazing how circumstances will change your friendships)
he's...
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Hope it all works out.
THIS ENTRY IS FOR YOU
take what you will from it. make your assumptions, and either, have a changed perception, or, you know, fuck off.
for those of you who...
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I myself have a learning disorder. it was determined i had one, just never what it was, but it makes studying impossible, if i dont have the teacher tell it to me and we can dissuss it, i cant learn it.so lectures and studying sucks.
They found out i had it when i failed math because they took me out of it for my "Talented and gifted" classes and couldnt learn anything i missed by my self. To this day i cant divide or multiply without a calculator, or using this really weird longhand adding thing i do...but i know how to play the stock market and build a suspension bridge!
they thought it might be one of these "generalized ADD" things, so they gave me a 25 PAGE SHORT AWNSER QUESTIONARE to fill out... i started the first page...i think it's still somewhere on the floor of my room.
cleaning out the ole friends list. one of you is getting deleted no matter what bc you're annoying. a few of you have permanant places on my friends list, and you should know it, but comments are nice, so leave me something pretty.
the rest of you....may god have mercy on your souls! DUN DUN DUNNNNNN
[Edited on Jan 30, 2005 9:52PM]
i kinda wanna go home so i can drop shit.
might be going to see zak later, not sure.
bored bored bored.
and cold cold cold.
i have to call starbucks back, they called nick before.
cool.
anyhow, thats the lowdown. send me luuurrvveee

How old is the boss?