Nixxx great photos 
Don't make us wait so long for the next set will you 
Going back to work on Thursday. Feeling really nervous about it. Spend all day today playing on my computer. Great way to avoid thinking about anything.
Really looking forward to meeting up with someone very soon (I hope
), that should bring a ray of sunshine. 
Better make the most...
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Don't make us wait so long for the next set will you
Going back to work on Thursday. Feeling really nervous about it. Spend all day today playing on my computer. Great way to avoid thinking about anything.
Really looking forward to meeting up with someone very soon (I hope
), that should bring a ray of sunshine.
Better make the most...
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Hello
Yesterday was a good day. Spent most of it in bed recovering from the night before
Took a trip into Basildon to see the counselling service I'd been refered too. First meeting was just an assessment, so I haven't meet my counsellor yet. Thats going to be the crunch time. Have to have someone I get on with, or it will be difficult.
Got...
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Yesterday was a good day. Spent most of it in bed recovering from the night before
Took a trip into Basildon to see the counselling service I'd been refered too. First meeting was just an assessment, so I haven't meet my counsellor yet. Thats going to be the crunch time. Have to have someone I get on with, or it will be difficult.
Got...
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nixxx:
*drools* DAMN YOU NOW I REALLY WANT SOME PARTY RINGS!!!!
LOL
I've seen Leon, its a fucking good film innit!?
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LOL
I've seen Leon, its a fucking good film innit!?
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Life seems to be good.
Taxed my car today
= overdraft
Going out tonight too. Can't afford it, but I'm not missing this for anything!
Tonight
Should be going back to work very soon too. Very nervous about it, but I need to get back into it, before it becomes impossible.
Hope everyones good
Taxed my car today
= overdraft
Going out tonight too. Can't afford it, but I'm not missing this for anything!
Tonight
Should be going back to work very soon too. Very nervous about it, but I need to get back into it, before it becomes impossible.
Hope everyones good
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daisie:
have fun tonight sweetie 
dollfac3:
Did you have a good night sweetie??? 
Tonight:
Vodka and Coke
Chocolate
A good film (Johnn English) I thought it was funny!
Chatting to a gorgeous girl on MSN
Does life get any better?
If I meet her I think it might
Tomorrow:
Playing fireman with my brother.
I "work" for a company which provides fire/rescue cover for motor racing. Should be a good meeting.
I'm a little tipsy, yer, just a...
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Vodka and Coke
Chocolate
A good film (Johnn English) I thought it was funny!
Chatting to a gorgeous girl on MSN
Does life get any better?
If I meet her I think it might
Tomorrow:
Playing fireman with my brother.
I "work" for a company which provides fire/rescue cover for motor racing. Should be a good meeting.
I'm a little tipsy, yer, just a...
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jora:
You get major points for mentioning the song from Watership Down in the Depression Group.
*Points, Points, Points!!!*
*Points, Points, Points!!!*
What have I done today?
I went and got some new shirts for work from the clothing stores, and thats about it
I've eaten 200g of chocolate, and listened to Lacuna Coil, and Within Temptation instead of the Bluegrass today.
Put the throw I got from Camden yesterday on my sofa. Looks quite good. Should be easier to wash than the sofa covers.
What an...
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I went and got some new shirts for work from the clothing stores, and thats about it
I've eaten 200g of chocolate, and listened to Lacuna Coil, and Within Temptation instead of the Bluegrass today.
Put the throw I got from Camden yesterday on my sofa. Looks quite good. Should be easier to wash than the sofa covers.
What an...
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dollfac3:
Have you seen my south park me in my pics section????
lysistrata:
hey... no I wasn't looking for a tatoo artist but yes I am near Brentwood.
I too have a southpark me...
I too have a southpark me...
Today, I'm still feeling good. Not as good as Monday, but still good. Got my car MOT'd today, it passed with no work. Not bad for a K reg!
Went into Camden for a look around. It was very quiet today, probably something to do with the weather. I brought a throw for my sofa, and nothing else Some guy tried to sell me a...
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Went into Camden for a look around. It was very quiet today, probably something to do with the weather. I brought a throw for my sofa, and nothing else
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squiggle:
When is the fireplace inviting me?!
daisie:
Awww your such a sweetie
Today, I am feeling allot better than I have in a long time. I think the drugs might be starting to work!
About time!
I was told on Friday, that it was very possible, that I would loose my job, if I didn't come back soon. After breaking down, and being rather upset for a while, I did something about it. Today I think may...
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About time!
I was told on Friday, that it was very possible, that I would loose my job, if I didn't come back soon. After breaking down, and being rather upset for a while, I did something about it. Today I think may...
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dollfac3:
No the dog is not clean yet. boo hoo.......
I found drugs did not work for me personally, hate drugs, or counselling but went to a phsychotherapist which was cool and really helped me....... infact now I counsel others!!!! Lol Counselling is a bit weird in that you cant really tell someone whats right or if how they feel is right etc whereas phsychotherapists actually can due to being qaulified to do so, so if the counselling feels too one sided then maybe ask to see someone different like that???
I am an all good happy person now so there is hope for everyone if I can do it!!!lol xxx hugs xxx
I found drugs did not work for me personally, hate drugs, or counselling but went to a phsychotherapist which was cool and really helped me....... infact now I counsel others!!!! Lol Counselling is a bit weird in that you cant really tell someone whats right or if how they feel is right etc whereas phsychotherapists actually can due to being qaulified to do so, so if the counselling feels too one sided then maybe ask to see someone different like that???
I am an all good happy person now so there is hope for everyone if I can do it!!!lol xxx hugs xxx
meatwad:
mmmmmmmmmmmm drugs.....
I hope theyre legal!!!
I hope theyre legal!!!
Today I have been mostly feeling ill... 
Last night was a good night. Went out with some people from work into London. Got very, very drunk. There's part of last night that I really don't remember. Found a ticket from The RoadHouse, I can't remember any of it
Got onto TV last night SGUK Link
I need to get out of my flat, and away...
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Last night was a good night. Went out with some people from work into London. Got very, very drunk. There's part of last night that I really don't remember. Found a ticket from The RoadHouse, I can't remember any of it
Got onto TV last night
SGUK Link
I need to get out of my flat, and away...
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clearbrightfire:
*waits*
nothing yet
nothing yet
dollfac3:
ha ha see I am faster than you wiv the hobnob come back...... ha ha ha ha
Haven't written in this for a while. Same miserable thoughts going though my mind at the moment. Don't want to start repeating myself.
Missing my Ex, and her son loads, or am I just missing the company? Wish I knew for sure.
Joined the "depression outlet" group today. Good to know I'm not the only one feeling the way I do. Hopefully things will get...
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Missing my Ex, and her son loads, or am I just missing the company? Wish I knew for sure.
Joined the "depression outlet" group today. Good to know I'm not the only one feeling the way I do. Hopefully things will get...
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kittencore:
:big hugs:
I know how it feels to be going through a shitty time, but just try and remember things WILL get better.
Stay strong xxx
I know how it feels to be going through a shitty time, but just try and remember things WILL get better.
Stay strong xxx
dimslimjim:
dude you werent on the news were you? i swear bbc 1, interviewing ppl in a pub about weekly lads mags....
sorry if i may be wrong.
spater
sorry if i may be wrong.
spater
It's 01:51 UK time, and I should be in bed. I'd swear computer games are addictive. One minute its 8 o'clock, and then all of a sudden 6 hours vanish... 
Thankyou Squiggle for becoming my first "friend"
Night, night.
Thankyou Squiggle for becoming my first "friend"
Night, night.
squiggle:
I feel honoured!
*hugs*
PS. Still diggin' that fireplace! Did you put it in or has it always been part of the house? Tis very cool either way.
xx
*hugs*
PS. Still diggin' that fireplace! Did you put it in or has it always been part of the house? Tis very cool either way.
xx
Ever had so much you wanted to say, you don't know where to begin. Or thought if you did start to say it all, the world would be a different place when you'd finished, and your safe where you are?
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dimslimjim:
doh. just ignore lil ole 2nd post
squiggle:
Hey there friend!
Today has been most depressing, for a change...
...I've sat at home, doing hardly anything. Haven't even got dressed.
I hate feeling like this. Alone. I could go out tonight, but I doubt I'll meet anyone I know, which will just make me feel more alone.
Doesn't help that it's sunday. Tomorrow's a new day, if I make it...
Added a new pic. The corner...
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...I've sat at home, doing hardly anything. Haven't even got dressed.
I hate feeling like this. Alone. I could go out tonight, but I doubt I'll meet anyone I know, which will just make me feel more alone.
Doesn't help that it's sunday. Tomorrow's a new day, if I make it...
Added a new pic. The corner...
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untamed_beauty:
Thnx for that site its great
im going to have a good nose now and hopefully find a good place to get pissed lol
its great
im going to have a good nose now and hopefully find a good place to get pissed lol
squiggle:
You could well be right my friend! Indeed a closer look is required. Care to join my team of researchers? (well, just lil' ol' me really, but hey!)
Dig the fireplace btw!
Squiggle
Dig the fireplace btw!
Squiggle
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