orienteering

I am perpetually depressed about school. I never seen to go forward. There is always an impending feeling of doom. I just cannot seem to do well. In the classes for my major, I always have one of if not the best grades in the class. If it is an elective, I feel nothing but doom. My ADHD feels like torture when I am in those non-major classes. Unfortunately, since doing so well in the classes for my major, after this semester, I have taken all my required courses for my major. I will be doing university required courses for the next year, until I graduate, or pull all my hair out and commit myself. I understand the point of being a well rounded individual, but I have had other life experiences that may just have done that for me. My international relations class for instance, I was deployed overseas, and got my own version of international relations up close. Not to mention some of the other countries I have visited with the army. They may not be the big picture, but they do have bearing on the course. Well thats enough ranting for right now. Thanks for listening. Have a wonderful day