Waking up to only a couple of new emails is rather depressing!
On another note, after much umming and aaaahing, I have decided to leave college.
I can't stand that place anymore. I've had like, 4 lessons of Sociology in almost half a year because the teacher got ill and they don't have another one else that teaches it for A2. I'm getting deja vu - schools and colleges always let me down. There's no point me staying for another 6 months only to fail my exams. That's a pointless waste of time.
I'm not going to uni anytime soon either. I'm not putting my future (and my money!) in the hands of another educational establishment for a long time.
I'm not gonna let anyone tell me that I need a degree to get what I want in life. There's so much more choice available nowadays.
I'm going to get a job, learn to drive (first lesson on the 16th at 8.15pm), and get myself into a comfortable position before I start studying again.
I have to go to the doctor's sometime soon, to see if I'm able to start coming off the anti-depressants. I know that won't happen if I stay in college, so screw being dependant like that.
The recent death of our next-door neighbour (middle-aged) has given me a wake up call. I'm going to improve my health. I am not going to overwork myself into my forties and just drop dead like that.
Anyway, enough rambling about unsettling topics. I'm off to work soon.
It's cold
I wish it would snow! I want to do a snowy photoset!
Hope you all are well
F. xXx
On another note, after much umming and aaaahing, I have decided to leave college.
I can't stand that place anymore. I've had like, 4 lessons of Sociology in almost half a year because the teacher got ill and they don't have another one else that teaches it for A2. I'm getting deja vu - schools and colleges always let me down. There's no point me staying for another 6 months only to fail my exams. That's a pointless waste of time.
I'm not going to uni anytime soon either. I'm not putting my future (and my money!) in the hands of another educational establishment for a long time.
I'm not gonna let anyone tell me that I need a degree to get what I want in life. There's so much more choice available nowadays.
I'm going to get a job, learn to drive (first lesson on the 16th at 8.15pm), and get myself into a comfortable position before I start studying again.
I have to go to the doctor's sometime soon, to see if I'm able to start coming off the anti-depressants. I know that won't happen if I stay in college, so screw being dependant like that.
The recent death of our next-door neighbour (middle-aged) has given me a wake up call. I'm going to improve my health. I am not going to overwork myself into my forties and just drop dead like that.
Anyway, enough rambling about unsettling topics. I'm off to work soon.
It's cold
I wish it would snow! I want to do a snowy photoset!
Hope you all are well
F. xXx
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From all of your freinds, (although I know none of them personally) thanks for getting your license.
[edit] I hope it snows there soon too, if that means we get a snowy set!
[Edited on Jan 13, 2006 11:40AM]