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i'm going to write this now. at 3 am.
i'm listening to circa survive - juturna.
on repeat.

i just found out the singer is in fact male.

my eyes are tired. and craving for bed.

i'm not sure why but i just had a feeling i haven't had for a long time. i felt like i was losing someone i wanted to be with,...
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as it turns out, it's harder to upgrade the speakers in a Golf, since the ring don't not exactly fit into the ring of the stock speaker

Ah well, we're going to let someone else take care of it

i should really go and apply to become a car audio installer.

Well, this is now the second week since since i worked my last day. It's been wierd, not having to go to work, and eventually (as in like two days from now) the novelty is going to wear off. Obviously the money issue is going to come into effect soon, when I have to pay rent.

In other news, My birthday weekend/canada day long weekend...
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i hate being sick.

I went to my first rave this weekend. Odd, since i love the music, but don't do chemical based drugs, i've never had the urge to go before. I enjoyed my time, but i was more fascinated by the drug-enduced tribalism that was occuring. Remove the clothing, the music, and replace the venue with a cave and a fire, it would seem like something cavemen...
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everything spins in circles when the center falls out.

i'm not sure what the hell is going on any more. i have an interview tomorrow , which is good, because i need a job that doesn't blow more goats than getting kicked in the jaw by a thousand pound man named sally.

my world shattered for one brief moment when i realized that some people...
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kill me with the beat[/]

i got my deftones and lostprophets merch in the mail today.

somehow medium isn't the quite the same in hoodies, so i have to return that part of it.

nothing else really happened, other than picking up a university calendar. amazingly i missed the cut off date for applications again this year. ah well...

i shall spare ye the words of a thousand fallen
and of a thousand that have yet risen
shadows pass as words do exchange
one moment here, the next a faded memory
minute keys playing a song not yet written
we play out our lives over and over
never finding end, never finding start
we are not lost, since we are no where to be...
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another shitty day at work. i need a new job. sick for the third day in a row.

Instead of spending my day off playing poker I should have been in bed, or some junk like that.

I'm not sure that I should go out tonight: Tomorrow is poker night. And sunday... I'm supposed to play poker at the casino.

Has it occured to anyone...
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