orehitna

well, i have to say happy birthday to canada, it's always nice to see it make another year.

and by the same damn token, happy birthday to me!

another may long weekend has come and pass, and while i'm fairly sure i'm still drunk right now, and still, really have a patio day ahead of me, i think it's time that i start to write again. especially with work about to slow down, i think i'll do just that tomorrow

provided my liver, kidneys and brain don't try and escape during my sleep

Hey sweet. Look where I am again.

I think I might have internet insanity where I show up randomly on certain sites for a while, and then disappear again. This is all really irrelevant since I'm talking to myself and stopped blogging the first week I started. Which reminds me. I need to start blogging again.

Hey, now i've got somewhere to remind myself of...
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it's been two weeks roughly since i quit my job. my old company sort of fucked me over. i haven't paid rent yet, because a) i don't have the money and b) i don't know where my landlady is. i haven't really done anything 'cool' and 'exciting' except maybe watching samurai jack completely ripped. the girl i fell for a long time ago is doing...
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i just quit my job.
i haven't really slept in days.
i'm half way done jpod. and i just started it tonight.
i just emailed my mom for the first time in a month.
i'm applying to work for an advertising / marketing company.
i'm falling apart mentally, even though everyone thinks i'm already mostly insane.

they say most people with insomnia just never really...
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i don't really have much to talk about right now. i just realized i said it was sunday on monday, hahahaha.

i always want to ask questions, just don't where to begin.

sunday.
rehab check in.

wait. no.

i've only been drinking non-stop for four days. surprisingly, i'm not hungover at all. my cold has disappeared. i'm pretty sure that shit is supposed to go the other way. in the sense that i should be death and dying or a zombie or some other kind of amusing shit that would make people read this and laugh themselves...
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saturday.
blog.
right, time to right in it. i still hate the abbreviation 'blog.' it's a fucking journal. hell, i'd go far enough and slap diary all over. i know where the name comes from, but it just sounds dumb.

i'm hung over.
which should hopefully soon turn into
i'm drunk.

i probably said some things last night i shouldn't have, and did other things...
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As several people already know, but probably no one that will read this, I never went to university or any form of post secondary. I probably could have made it in, but I decided I was going to do that 'one year off' to figure 'shit out.' well, that was over three years ago. I still don't know what I want to do. I'm torn...
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It's been a long time. But I'm back. It's July 31st. I should be working. As you can probably guess, I am not.

A lot happens in 10, or 11 months.

Go figure.