orehitna

i keep forgetting to upday. i'm sweet like that.

i think i was supposed to unload everything that i was going through a little while ago. well there isn't much to unload any more.

in the end of it all, it turned out that the person i was getting all fuckered up about decided it would be good for her to leave the city. and despite the need i have to feel detachment, i'm more or less feeling empty.

i'm struggling with maintaining a calm exterior, and struggling even more so with a disrupted interior.

so i made this to reflect my mood at some point yesterday. it's funny, for all the shit i'm feeling, i know for a fact that it isn't better for her. but it still doesn't make it easy for me.

ah well. i'll just shuffle around in my life before making another major change and trying to get it back on track. as goes the story of sam