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Sunday Oct 13, 2002

Oct 13, 2002
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I feel like SHIT. I am dizzy. I have been dizzy all day. I think I have a fever. Shit.

I have been thinking alot about stuff in movies lately. I was wondering if the makers of those movies think that they are making people aware of how brutal rape is, or making the general public think it is a normal everyday shitty thing that "just happens"...
I wonder because it happens so much and no one really cares. I mean its been over two years since my ex raped me. I still think about it. Rape scenes in movies horrify me because of it. More so than they used to. I am feeling sick of the world's devotion to the brutal things that we let happen. I am physically sick as well. I want to hit something hard but I am too tired.

I really need to focus on happy things I guess. Like being able to curl up in my decadent bed and sleep...

I think I have a fucking fever. I feel like shit.
randomdent:
I'm so sorry that your feeling sick. I'm so very sorry that something like that happend to you. It's sad but I have known about 5 girls that it has happend to so I have a pretty good idea what you going though so please feel free to talk to me about it if you want to ok.
Oct 14, 2002
jennypea:
It's so sick that people feel the need to do that to each other. It's not entertainment, it's a fucking plague on society. I'm sorry that you had to go through that, my heart goes out to you.

I hope your fever and dizzy spells go away soon.

And thanks for your nice comment on my journal!
Oct 14, 2002

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