I feel like SHIT. I am dizzy. I have been dizzy all day. I think I have a fever. Shit.
I have been thinking alot about stuff in movies lately. I was wondering if the makers of those movies think that they are making people aware of how brutal rape is, or making the general public think it is a normal everyday shitty thing that "just happens"...
I wonder because it happens so much and no one really cares. I mean its been over two years since my ex raped me. I still think about it. Rape scenes in movies horrify me because of it. More so than they used to. I am feeling sick of the world's devotion to the brutal things that we let happen. I am physically sick as well. I want to hit something hard but I am too tired.
I really need to focus on happy things I guess. Like being able to curl up in my decadent bed and sleep...
I think I have a fucking fever. I feel like shit.
I have been thinking alot about stuff in movies lately. I was wondering if the makers of those movies think that they are making people aware of how brutal rape is, or making the general public think it is a normal everyday shitty thing that "just happens"...
I wonder because it happens so much and no one really cares. I mean its been over two years since my ex raped me. I still think about it. Rape scenes in movies horrify me because of it. More so than they used to. I am feeling sick of the world's devotion to the brutal things that we let happen. I am physically sick as well. I want to hit something hard but I am too tired.
I really need to focus on happy things I guess. Like being able to curl up in my decadent bed and sleep...
I think I have a fucking fever. I feel like shit.
I hope your fever and dizzy spells go away soon.
And thanks for your nice comment on my journal!