orangeinfinity

I hate to say it, but I have to agree with misguided...falling for someone when you're leaving sucks and may possibly be stupid. I started packing up my room today I'm slowly starting to be excited and freak out at the same time. But then I thought about just being with him, and how he makes me smile, and kisses my forehead, and for me, that's enough to make it okay. Yeah, maybe it's dumb. Maybe I'm dumb. Maybe [probably] this will hurt like hell when I leave. But I don't care. When he asked me what changed me from a shy, quiet geek into the current me, I said "I went for what I want instead of settling for what I have". And it's the truth. I'm not settling. Never again.


In other news, I will be twenty years old in one hour and ten minutes, and my parents bought me a television for my birthday! I even got a cake with twenty candles on it, which made me grin like an idiot. I feel special, and I'm gonna miss my family when I leave.

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