orangeasaurusrex

I feel great today

I just wrote the ultimate apology to my friends

I started looking for a shrink. Its very frustrating.
I don't know what to think about my friends. I am torn, for now I don't have to make a decision. I'll need to deal with this eventually.

I am a yo-yo

Is it weird... that I wanted to still be friends with my ex after our relationship just seemed to come apart like a cheap teddy bear?
Is it weird that I am really bothered as to why she won't talk to me nor won't tell me why?

P.S.
I'm on like 4hrs of sleep and I think this is rhetorical. I'm having a hard time...
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*frustrated*

I still really really really really want to go sky diving

I wrote my ex. Said my final good bye.
Confronting my friend about him and her and something years ago. Lets see some drama

Its been sometime since I've panic'd and emailed my ex. It must be a full moon. I almost did it this weekend. I don't know where it came from. I was pretty zen on friday.

*sigh* stupid brain.

Funny thing; my friends crazy ex (makes me look normal) did email her that weekend. So I'm happy that I'm not the only one who experiences temporary...
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I feel like I need someone to say something profound to me.

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On another note; my grand-uncle is dieing. He somehow contracted full body cancer in like a month. All I can say; when its your time; its time.
This man served in WWII and served the Canadian forces long past that. He's like well into his 90's.