What the hell am I suppose to do! FUCK!
My mom just dropped it on me that she's losing her job Wednesday (Most likely). If this is a false alarm I'll be so upset.
I don't know what to do. I did the number crunching and I will have the exact same life style I do now if I move except I'll have my own...
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My mom just dropped it on me that she's losing her job Wednesday (Most likely). If this is a false alarm I'll be so upset.
I don't know what to do. I did the number crunching and I will have the exact same life style I do now if I move except I'll have my own...
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liv:
fuck...shit fucking happens!!! and things never come alone...I hope ur mother gets siort out financially soon so you got the freedom to get out 'til then sometimes u have to be a lil' bit more of patient with situation... i know that by my own experience... i hope things will get fixed sooner
myra:
Ow, that sucks... Wishing you all the best!
I don't know what it was with my chink in my armour last night. I guess I'm not as ready as I thought. There is too much pressure I'm putting on myself. I keep getting stupid reminders and I let my guard down. I need to move forward...
Looks like buying a place to live is out of the question. I don't make enough. I...
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Looks like buying a place to live is out of the question. I don't make enough. I...
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liv:
soem kind of things take some time... and thats a natural time... u will feel better but gotta be patient at first cause ur mood is gonna go up and down all the time....
take care *hugs*
take care *hugs*
kerouaclullaby:
choosing to live alone is one of the best things i've ever done. just an idea. hope you're able to work through everything else and feel a little easier soon!
Well, I got everything I wanted.... so why am I so sad 
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I mean. I got what I was expecting. I guess I have to be serious about moving now. My weekend with my buddy was fun, but I didn't get to go out and hit on some girls like I was hoping. I actually got caught in a massive traffic jam after...
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I mean. I got what I was expecting. I guess I have to be serious about moving now. My weekend with my buddy was fun, but I didn't get to go out and hit on some girls like I was hoping. I actually got caught in a massive traffic jam after...
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kottonkandy:
"i want everything before i want it but i have already wanted it so i don't want it anymore." - m.m.
feel better!
feel better!
Going to be in the GTA this weekend. I have a long meeting to discuss salary and moving.... looks like I'll be head of a department managing 1 employee and co-ordinating other departments. Wish me luck 
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kas:
GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Short update:
Friends = Yes
Why? I have my reasons which I will not justify to anyone.
I ate 2 hotdogs... someone should have told me 1 is 250 calories!!!!!
My fitness level is great. I will try and take a non-egotistical picture
191 today
660 calories on the treadmill, I'm upset that a couple hot dogs undid my hard work
My mom is putting...
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Friends = Yes
Why? I have my reasons which I will not justify to anyone.
I ate 2 hotdogs... someone should have told me 1 is 250 calories!!!!!
My fitness level is great. I will try and take a non-egotistical picture
191 today
660 calories on the treadmill, I'm upset that a couple hot dogs undid my hard work
My mom is putting...
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agy:
Thank you for the comment on my new set in MR. I'm glad you enjoyed it.
2low:
theres a place for rent on my street (im in rexdale at islington and 401, and only about 20 minutes south of highway 7) ill get the number for you a little later
Fuck this...
Ya.. I'm not going to be a victim this time. My heart has been hurt. Now I'm just full of break up rage.
Bah, I'm going over every word in my head. You know.. at times like this I'm so surprised how smart I am. I can smell a lie. I know that when things don't make sense... its because someone is lieing....
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Ya.. I'm not going to be a victim this time. My heart has been hurt. Now I'm just full of break up rage.
Bah, I'm going over every word in my head. You know.. at times like this I'm so surprised how smart I am. I can smell a lie. I know that when things don't make sense... its because someone is lieing....
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liv:
Seriously i think she needs help cause its obvious something that is not you!! its all about her issues...traumas, i think she need psychologist support...its pretty obvious to me...cause when u arent well u cant be well with anyone not even urself... thats how it works
liv:
well probably u would have liked the lyrics... my main reason to post the song...
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/santana/justfeelbetter.html
its her problem... theres a song named Stop from Ryan Adams that says:" nobody can save u if u won't "
I know how frustrating is and how hard is being pushed from someone life when u actually think is not fair and then u just feel another puppet in someones life but u know its not ur problem but the other person problem...if the other one cant see it that u can just go in circles... but its hard to fight when the other person would say anything ...and i mean anything to make u give up (and i lived this on first hand believe me)... no matter what her feelings are... who knows...does she? She needs help for the sake of herself and the people she gets involved with... its clearly obvious to me...
*hugs*
http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/santana/justfeelbetter.html
its her problem... theres a song named Stop from Ryan Adams that says:" nobody can save u if u won't "
I know how frustrating is and how hard is being pushed from someone life when u actually think is not fair and then u just feel another puppet in someones life but u know its not ur problem but the other person problem...if the other one cant see it that u can just go in circles... but its hard to fight when the other person would say anything ...and i mean anything to make u give up (and i lived this on first hand believe me)... no matter what her feelings are... who knows...does she? She needs help for the sake of herself and the people she gets involved with... its clearly obvious to me...
*hugs*
Well, it is over. I had hope right to the end. I still think that we could have worked it out.
She has a fear of commitment... *ouch*. The 3rd time this has happened. Can't see herself spending the rest of her life with me.... *ouch*.
I'm hurt. I'll be okay. I'm going on vacation to somewhere... don't know. The frustrating part before was that...
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She has a fear of commitment... *ouch*. The 3rd time this has happened. Can't see herself spending the rest of her life with me.... *ouch*.
I'm hurt. I'll be okay. I'm going on vacation to somewhere... don't know. The frustrating part before was that...
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liv:
thats the thing moving on and not get stuck...I should tell this to myself more often
sometimes we cant control things that happen around us but we can control where and how we are gonna live em
I think new airs will bring new energies and theres a whole world out there to be self blindfolded.
Time will put things in its place or at least we're are not gona surrender to the down times but look up to the now and whats coming next...
sometimes we cant control things that happen around us but we can control where and how we are gonna live em
I think new airs will bring new energies and theres a whole world out there to be self blindfolded.
Time will put things in its place or at least we're are not gona surrender to the down times but look up to the now and whats coming next...
dearambellina:
It's good you're moving, it'll really help you move on with life and put this in the past. Sorry things didn't work out, though. I wish you the best
I'm at the top end of the BMI 'overweight' which is great because I know I have dense/large bones. I'm 199lbs, down from 215. I feel great! I'm so excited. If I keep this up, I'll accomplish one of my 2 goals in no time.
liv:
well done!!!
Iz b de@d lol'n
liv:
maaan this is disgusting animals are not for us to entertain
animal rights now!!
animal rights now!!
Last night, the dark beast won (no thanks to my attempt at cheering myself up). I'm under a lot of stress from other things which doesn't help me 'be strong'. Canceling my Florida trip was a bad idea... I'm going to try and get it rolling again. Florida in May? . I've never been on a Jet Plane or to an Ocean, so I think...
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liv:
gooo gooooooooooo to Floridaaaa!!!!!
badgers:
A few interviews, but nothing that great.
Good work on the gym. I try to go twice a week, and i love it now.
Good work on the gym. I try to go twice a week, and i love it now.