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HEY LOOK I'M GOING IN CIRCLES AGAIN!
BAD BIGORANGEMACHINE! BAD!

Okay, I talked to my friend. While I still can only draw the logically conclusion that my ex cheated on me. There is one thing that is true..... it doesn't matter. I won't know for sure.... probably never will. I can only suspect.

I find it hard to believe it... but when the heart wanders.......
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aberrant:
Great to meet you last night! See ya at the next one smile
aandp:
Well I'm glad it made you smile, because that's the way it was intended.

Anyways, read your journal, and I'm sorry bout the ex.
Don't even get me started on the 'like heroin' part - because I know exactly what that's like.
But I mean...you slowly have to ask yourself... Is this good for me? And begin the slow detach process.
It's hard as fuck. But entirely possible.

Just remember, 2010 is your year to rock.
You can do it.
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I don't know what to say.
Last night I found a picture on the internet of a girl that looks 99.9% like my ex.

No face of course, but I recongize her hair, her body, even her moles. I recongize stuff in her room she owned and she now has a tattoo where she said she wanted one. She was naked or mostly naked and...
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trilby:
Gutted, sorry to hear that if you're sure frown
metta:
I totally know how that is.
If i had like 3 hours or so to tell you exactly how this all really applies to my life and how empathetic i really am you;d believe me.
I've been there.
still not over it completely and its been years.

chin up.
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Conundrum,
You are a single, middle class male. You love your dog more than anything in the world.
Your dog gets attacked by another dog (You aren't present). This person is your moms Neighbor.

You pay close to 400 bucks to patch your dogs physical wounds up. You can afford 400 bucks (I guess I go on a cheaper vacation). You could pursue and make...
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metta:
i would definitelt mention something. mybe not demand payment. but if her dog has a history of biting this could stem from a different issue.
Have you brought this up in the dog group? you might get more options and ideas there.
xx
girlysound:
That sucks, Sorry and I hope you're dogs ok!
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I went out for new years; I'll try to post some pictures up but the blackberry is sad for concert photos. I saw USS at the phoenix.

The night was nuts! Lots of energy and fun; not too many drunks and I really just overall; had a good time!
Of course I flew solo. I'll get to that lower down. I spend the whole day...
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metta:
FAB!

you sound like you have everything together for 2010.

rock!

xx
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Ever feel like you need to talk to someone about something; but yet you know there is nothing you/they can say that can really express how you are feeling or can say what you need to hear?

I think I'm going for a long walk tomorrow
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I am dumb. I checked out my ex. I guess in a moment of pain some old wounds come out. I need someone to turn to me and say exactly the thing I need to hear right now, but even I don't know what that would be.

I'm so angry at my friend who's been helping me through. I think that maybe its best that...
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This was an above average christmas smile
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I started learning jQuery. Kinda neat smile
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My dog has diaherra. She's not too bad. But keeping an eye on it is stressing me out. She didn't eat last night but she is eating now. Holy freaking scare the shit out of me!