50 Pesos for internet.... not much to say. They over booked my resort so I am at this other one which has kids around. So much for roudy drunkeness. I really made a connection with a spanish only speaking woman. Unti a spanish speaking man came by lol. This mexician keyboard makes it hard to type. Im not going to say much except its hot...
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metta:
HOLA! 

OMG I am getting ready for my trip. I'm so ill prepared!
Off to mexico! I'll blog if I can!
Off to mexico! I'll blog if I can!
farrago:
Pack me in your suitcase, I can keep you entertained ;-p
Have fun hun!
Have fun hun!
metta:
Omg have fun!
we will miss you while you are gone
we will miss you while you are gone
The opening ceremonies are a little bizarre. But I can't think of any Olympic Opening Ceremony that wasn't weird.
Shame about that luger dieing. I saw the video. There isn't much to say about that.
Lots of things going on. Nothing I want to write about... just my landlord almost screwing me... and learning things about my building that piss me off. I'm going to...
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Shame about that luger dieing. I saw the video. There isn't much to say about that.
Lots of things going on. Nothing I want to write about... just my landlord almost screwing me... and learning things about my building that piss me off. I'm going to...
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aandp:
Sometimes tho - that's what you have to do.
When I was moving out of my old place, my landlord & I had a written agreement (well, via e-mail - but still written & agreed) that I would do certain things & all was well in the world.
It ended up costing me (all toll) $400 getting carpets cleaned, junk removal and having a cleaning lady come in. While these are all things the landlord SHOULD have paid to have done, since I lived there for 5 years, I thought I would do him a favor because we had a good relationship.
Plus, I forfeited the place early so he could rent it out quicker.
Well, after I moved out, his wife calls me saying I caused $6,000 worth of damages to the apartment and they are suing me & that I didn't pay them last month's rent. Wtf.?
Thank god for saved e-mails and everything else because she tried to say I didn't do all the things I said I would PLUS was trying to pin "upgrades" they wanted to make to the apartment on me.
Fucking jerks.
Also, for months after I moved out - they kept trying to take rent deposits out of my account [I had rent directly debited out of my account from them]. They didn't stop doing that until Feb 1st (keep in mind I moved out October 15th!!] after I threatened to take them to the Landlord and Tenant Board AND contact their bank for illegal transfer of funds.
Landlords (great relationship - like I had with mine prior to moving) or not are SHADY. And you are a business transaction to them. Nothing more. They don't care about you. No matter what they say.
When I was moving out of my old place, my landlord & I had a written agreement (well, via e-mail - but still written & agreed) that I would do certain things & all was well in the world.
It ended up costing me (all toll) $400 getting carpets cleaned, junk removal and having a cleaning lady come in. While these are all things the landlord SHOULD have paid to have done, since I lived there for 5 years, I thought I would do him a favor because we had a good relationship.
Plus, I forfeited the place early so he could rent it out quicker.
Well, after I moved out, his wife calls me saying I caused $6,000 worth of damages to the apartment and they are suing me & that I didn't pay them last month's rent. Wtf.?
Thank god for saved e-mails and everything else because she tried to say I didn't do all the things I said I would PLUS was trying to pin "upgrades" they wanted to make to the apartment on me.
Fucking jerks.
Also, for months after I moved out - they kept trying to take rent deposits out of my account [I had rent directly debited out of my account from them]. They didn't stop doing that until Feb 1st (keep in mind I moved out October 15th!!] after I threatened to take them to the Landlord and Tenant Board AND contact their bank for illegal transfer of funds.
Landlords (great relationship - like I had with mine prior to moving) or not are SHADY. And you are a business transaction to them. Nothing more. They don't care about you. No matter what they say.
girlysound:
Holy shit! I didn't know a luger died!! I just said this to my girl and she was like, "yeah you didn't know that!?" Lol, your blog was my news source this morning.
[I vented] I feel better.
I FEEL SO GODDAMN STUPID!
I FEEL SO GODDAMN STUPID!
sweetkc:
I am going through the same thing right now. The only thing that has saved me is no contact with her whatsoever for 30 days. My anger at her and myself was so
much I couldn't stand it. Then I made the decision to forgive myself for being so stupid and forgive her for being a cheater and a liar. Just know that you're a better person and move on. And don't talk to her. You'll feel better faster.
much I couldn't stand it. Then I made the decision to forgive myself for being so stupid and forgive her for being a cheater and a liar. Just know that you're a better person and move on. And don't talk to her. You'll feel better faster.
I continue to battle with my mind as I keep thinking those pics are her. Deep in my heart.... I know its not her... but there is a nagging part of me that thinks it is. However, to cope; I've been looking at girls in passing that look like her and say 'you see, she kinda looks like her... its possible that people look alike'...
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Kind of a bit of a shock at how I feel.
I have a few more apology letters in me yet. I will soon feel less of an ass. All in due time
In the meantime I look forward to my newest purchase. Its not really purchase.... as you don't actually hold it. You go there.... its a vacation. In a sense, I bought time....
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I have a few more apology letters in me yet. I will soon feel less of an ass. All in due time
In the meantime I look forward to my newest purchase. Its not really purchase.... as you don't actually hold it. You go there.... its a vacation. In a sense, I bought time....
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girlysound:
Ohhh I love private misadventures! Where are you going?
Also, thanks! I always feel my hair looks better when naked, it's just a thing.
Also, thanks! I always feel my hair looks better when naked, it's just a thing.
I was wrong again, I'm never going to that site again. It appears I was being attacked, but not anyone... mostly myself. I had a cuddle buddy all day. I didn't sleep until 4pm and wasn't tired until then.
aandp:
So will I ... normally.
But generally speaking, I'm pretty upfront with my intentions. If I want to fuck you, I'll tell you. The difference between me & a guy is that, I'll tell you and the guy won't. He'll tell you it's something different that what it actually is. I won't pretend it's something than what it isn't. Because wtf is the point of that? Nobody wins in that situation.
But generally speaking, I'm pretty upfront with my intentions. If I want to fuck you, I'll tell you. The difference between me & a guy is that, I'll tell you and the guy won't. He'll tell you it's something different that what it actually is. I won't pretend it's something than what it isn't. Because wtf is the point of that? Nobody wins in that situation.
I saw more pics on that website of my ex.... its gotta be her! I recognize too much of her shit.
Dear Ex,
Wow you are a big fat liar. You are a cunt... I can't believe you'd lie to me. I was just saying I was sorry!
You gotta admit, once I thought it was an angry ex b/f. To tell me it wasn't...
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Dear Ex,
Wow you are a big fat liar. You are a cunt... I can't believe you'd lie to me. I was just saying I was sorry!
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heartbaker:
Hug
metta:
Stop going to that website!
either that or go get hammered and egg her house.
either one works for me.

xx
either that or go get hammered and egg her house.
either one works for me.

xx
Today, I've gone back to my state of mind in middle of May. Just like that. I feel in control again. I am hopeful and I really sincerely want to move on with my life. I may suck at seizing the day but I am going to try.
Today I went the indoor dog park. My boost in attitude has reflected in my dog. She...
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girlysound:
Here is the link to the book. I"m sure there are others that work just as well. What I did is i spent a few hours browsing Barnes and Nobles break up books and just read them there and felt a lot better afterwards. I know break ups blow and are hard as hell to get over so I wish you the best of luck!
aandp:
Yeah, cept most of it is pictures. Cept you tried reading my epic rant about boys. Then yea, it's a fucking novella.
IT WASN'T HER! OMG! She emailed me back. I'm waiting for her to tell me why I got the silent treatment... and I can move on with my life!
AND TO MAKE SURE I've done a search for everything her... and removed it! Man finally this is the moment. This has been it. I guess I'll never know why she black listed me.... but knowing...
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AND TO MAKE SURE I've done a search for everything her... and removed it! Man finally this is the moment. This has been it. I guess I'll never know why she black listed me.... but knowing...
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aandp:
That must feel a lot better .
To be able to finally move on.
Like a chapter closed, ya?
To be able to finally move on.
Like a chapter closed, ya?
metta:
WHOA!
that like NEVER happens.
things are turning around for the good.
happy weekend my friend.
that like NEVER happens.
things are turning around for the good.

happy weekend my friend.