I need to bleed myself out.
Whenever I get a 'bump' or mosquito bite I pick it open and squeeze out the bad stuff. I wish I could do that to my brain. I've been debating to go and see a psychic. I mean its cheaper than shrink and it is a great distraction from reality. I don't really think anyone is really 100% psychic. I mean even if they are and they are having an off day they still have to wing it right?
I don't want to go a year being afraid to 'feel' as I'll never go anywhere. I think just weathering this storm of emotion and feelings has been handled incorrectly. Maybe I need to be more confrontational with myself. What will work..... hmmmmmm
Whenever I get a 'bump' or mosquito bite I pick it open and squeeze out the bad stuff. I wish I could do that to my brain. I've been debating to go and see a psychic. I mean its cheaper than shrink and it is a great distraction from reality. I don't really think anyone is really 100% psychic. I mean even if they are and they are having an off day they still have to wing it right?
I don't want to go a year being afraid to 'feel' as I'll never go anywhere. I think just weathering this storm of emotion and feelings has been handled incorrectly. Maybe I need to be more confrontational with myself. What will work..... hmmmmmm
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xxun:
I know the feeling, sometimes I think it'd be better for everyone if we could just lance a memory :/ I hope you get better though
minufa:
if you still want to go and talk to a psychic, I know someone. haha 