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orangeasaurusrex

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Tuesday May 12, 2009

May 12, 2009
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Okay... I'm Yo-Yo'n again!

But this time.... its hella up!

My new car! Its an 06 with 50,000 km on it. Pretty good for the mileage and price. I really didn't want to get a new car yet with all the expenses coming through... but the more I drive my car... the more nervous I get. Today it started running hot! It really worried me. I don't care so much it was getting hot.. because it was hot... but this was new and it was getting up there. Just one more thing. So I figured I was going to get it at the end of June anyways... but I guess maybe I rushed this decision...

Maybe I bought it because I was down yesterday... maybe I'm just sick of thinking about things too much... maybe I bought it because it just made sense.

I found out though (after I bought it) that the insurance is a little higher than I thought frown. I'm going to look into this tomorrow. I hope this isn't the case.

I've been going frantic with budgeting... number crunching. I'll be okay. I put some amounts in as contingency's and even extra's that I hope I can get like RRSP contributions or vacation time... even the dentist visit.... and an extra trip to the vet. If everything goes fine, I'll be okay. If not... I'll be in some trouble. I'll just have to cut out my fun budget which isn't a lot-a lot. God help me if I get a g/f. Basically... I just need for most things to go as planned.

I'm nervous.. but excited.... heres to being the first monkey shot into space biggrin.
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P.S.
The dealership praised my old 94. Its sad to see it go but I just can't trust it anymore. It got close to overheating today for no reason.... its going to see driving twice as hard so I can't have it acting weird.
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ferinus:
It's not so much that I'm worried I'm loosing old friends, I've only bothered keeping in contact with good friends anyway.. It's more the fact that socialising in general has become a chore more than it has in the past.. I've always been abit mysanphropic and my close friends are fine not hearing from me for a week or so and then randomly appearing out of nowhere.
recently though it seems like any interaction with people that's face to face is some level of irritating so I've buried myself on the interenet and WoW.. I think it's just my way of dealing with myself untill I've solved my problems.. But disliking almost everyong unless I'm in an amazing mood can't be healthy..

With my dad I've known they're only human for a good long while but cheating on your pregnant wife is a douchey thing to do, part of me actually feels sorry for him because if I was him It'd haunt me every time I looked at emily.
I don't hold it against him it's just a shock and I've got to get used to the idea.
With my mum and the house I want to move out but even if I had the money too I can't.. Not untill It's sorted.. It would feel like I'm abandoning them in this place.. I felt guilty enough at uni and not being able to wait to get out of the place during the hollidays..
But the effort & time it would take to sort the house and make sure they keep it that way seems equivolent to having to paint every blade of grass on a football field a different colour..

Thank you for taking the time to read all that and post a reply your right this blog has a habit of helping.
N don't worry I wont read back to often.. I don't want to know how much of a twat I can sound at times ^^

On a lighter more cheery note that's a pretty awesome dog, (Just googled it) smile
and grats on the new car! I've just applied for my provisional liecence and it cost me 50 blackeyed
If i'd got it before uni it would've only cost $20 gah! lol
Thank you again dude.
May 12, 2009
ferinus:
The house is just uber messy.. there's even a couple of rooms blocked off buy old furniture that my mum "doesn't want to get rid of it" because half of it was her dead grandmothers.. gah
I don't know why but I've always been more of a cat person.. When I move out and can afford it I might pick me up a and call it gollem or something XD

Aye we'll both keep our Chin up and if I'm ever in your area of the world I shall buy you a drink good sir smile
May 13, 2009

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