What the hell am I suppose to do! FUCK!
My mom just dropped it on me that she's losing her job Wednesday (Most likely). If this is a false alarm I'll be so upset.
I don't know what to do. I did the number crunching and I will have the exact same life style I do now if I move except I'll have my own place and a different car. The more I look at my car the more I know it won't last another year. Mechanically its great but the body is rusting badly. So next year I'll be stuck getting a new car (somehow) with no access to a loan because I don't have a steady job. My mom is up to her eyeballs in dept.... I can't help her even now.
So I can help my mom sink less and get dragged down with her.
or
I let my mom fall hard and I struggle on by myself.
Of course this has to happen around when I look at an apartment I've fallen in love with. Of course this has to happen when I got no one I can talk to about this
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My mom just dropped it on me that she's losing her job Wednesday (Most likely). If this is a false alarm I'll be so upset.
I don't know what to do. I did the number crunching and I will have the exact same life style I do now if I move except I'll have my own place and a different car. The more I look at my car the more I know it won't last another year. Mechanically its great but the body is rusting badly. So next year I'll be stuck getting a new car (somehow) with no access to a loan because I don't have a steady job. My mom is up to her eyeballs in dept.... I can't help her even now.
So I can help my mom sink less and get dragged down with her.
or
I let my mom fall hard and I struggle on by myself.
Of course this has to happen around when I look at an apartment I've fallen in love with. Of course this has to happen when I got no one I can talk to about this
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liv:
fuck...shit fucking happens!!! and things never come alone...I hope ur mother gets siort out financially soon so you got the freedom to get out 'til then sometimes u have to be a lil' bit more of patient with situation... i know that by my own experience... i hope things will get fixed sooner
myra:
Ow, that sucks... Wishing you all the best!