I think my SG account is being hacked. At least I have to login everyday which is new... I didn't have to do that before. I keep changing my password but that doesn't stop it.
I think its finally happened... I feel pinned down. Before I always had options open to me, but now I don't. I've definitely hit a rut. Funny though... I've hung out with my g/f so much lately I've been missing my dog. So we've been hanging out more. I think the dog (Daphne) feels the same.
I really don't know what to think.. I'm starting to feel a little pressured to move in with my g/f. I mean.. I don't think I can just move out because that'll put my mom in a bad situation, but I really miss having my own space. I mean really miss! This weekend was the g/f's and mine 1 year and I brought the dog over. The g/f asked me too, and I miss my dog when I go on so many weekends away from home that I miss having my dog around. This kinda put a damper on the anniversary celebrations for me... not to mention we both had a shitty stomach bug from something. I don't know what.. but it hit at the same time after we both had some ice cream.
It was nice though. I mean I finally got to play with my dog in some space where there isn't shit (not my shit) everywhere. Where she could get worn out and fall asleep for once rather than being all barky crazy at everything.
I don't know what to think about all this. I mean.. I think I'm feeling depressed. I've helped out my mom all I can and now I want to move on. But I can't without screwing her over. My g/f is pressuring me to move out; and I'd love to live with her especially if it means having physical space to play with my dog and pursue our mutual hobbies. Even the fact I can't have friends visit because there is cat hair everywhere and this place is very small.
I think this is the yearly anxiety about being with my mom, but I need to think things through and I haven't had the mental space to do so. I'm even stalling on things I need to do. Things I think will get messy soon.. and it doesn't make me happy.
I think its finally happened... I feel pinned down. Before I always had options open to me, but now I don't. I've definitely hit a rut. Funny though... I've hung out with my g/f so much lately I've been missing my dog. So we've been hanging out more. I think the dog (Daphne) feels the same.
I really don't know what to think.. I'm starting to feel a little pressured to move in with my g/f. I mean.. I don't think I can just move out because that'll put my mom in a bad situation, but I really miss having my own space. I mean really miss! This weekend was the g/f's and mine 1 year and I brought the dog over. The g/f asked me too, and I miss my dog when I go on so many weekends away from home that I miss having my dog around. This kinda put a damper on the anniversary celebrations for me... not to mention we both had a shitty stomach bug from something. I don't know what.. but it hit at the same time after we both had some ice cream.
It was nice though. I mean I finally got to play with my dog in some space where there isn't shit (not my shit) everywhere. Where she could get worn out and fall asleep for once rather than being all barky crazy at everything.
I don't know what to think about all this. I mean.. I think I'm feeling depressed. I've helped out my mom all I can and now I want to move on. But I can't without screwing her over. My g/f is pressuring me to move out; and I'd love to live with her especially if it means having physical space to play with my dog and pursue our mutual hobbies. Even the fact I can't have friends visit because there is cat hair everywhere and this place is very small.
I think this is the yearly anxiety about being with my mom, but I need to think things through and I haven't had the mental space to do so. I'm even stalling on things I need to do. Things I think will get messy soon.. and it doesn't make me happy.