Ack,
Okay.. I keep putting it off.. so I'm going to blog at the most inopportune time.
Lately, I've been busy.. with my g/f, things... and other stuff. Since my last blog lots has happened.
My dog ate chocolate
My g/f moved out of the 'area'
I got GTA IV
I saw Iron Man
Various health problems
So... my dog ate chocolate. My dog weighs about 12 lbs and it's plenty scary. It doesn't take much 'real' chocolate to sicken my dog and kill her.. so I worried. Its strange because normally she pulls on the leash when she wants to scoop up a ground goody but this time it was within her reach. It shocks me that people leave chocolate on the ground like that... or just dispose of it like that.. but she got it without me noticing. Somehow, I can't remember how.. but I noticed her eating it and got it out of her mouth. It was a cake of some kind. I don't know what.. but she had chocolate goo all over her mouth.
I was really worried and I took her to the vet to make her vomit. Luckily it was harmless frosting mostly thus not enough 'real' chocolate to kill her or make her that sick.
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My g/f moved out of the area. We're no longer everyday visitors of each other. A little space won't hurt. We love each other a lot and we're seeing each other about once every 2-3 days. I think thats normal. Its a new phase and I'll have to get use to it. So far.. it's going great. We miss each other a lot from the day to day.. but I think it'll only remind us how much we love each other and how much we enjoy each other.
Sleeping at her place is new. She has only a single bed. Trying to have sex on her single bed was an experience and almost ended in laughter as her bed made lots of noises and tended to give 'bend' to my weight. Luckily we got to give this a trail run while her roomies are away. The floor isn't much better either
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I recently picked up GTA IV. I'm so pumped. I've been playing it when I can and I'm about 45% through the game. I really like it. While I liked san andres more.... this game is still much better. Its taking up a lot of time
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Iron man was Awesome!
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I'm still having the same fucking health problem! I think its serious now. Before it had a direct cause.. and a direct effect.. and now I'm not sure. Luckily I have a Specialist appointment in a month.
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Me and my g/f are at 9 months
New personal record!
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The other day.... I dragged out of my g/f something I asked her about. She said she gets jealous of me commenting on SG sets. I told her that sets get chosen based on user feedback. She said she didn't like it. Or more.. it made her jealous. I don't know... I think she made a good point that interacting with naked girls on a 'porn site' is more stroking my ego. I kinda forget that I'm a 2 not a 1. Its new to me.. and I forget. I don't care that she reads my comments.. but she is right that even in the spirit of those comments could be interpreted as disloyal.
I don't really know what to think about it. I do enjoy the site. I don't think its so much its comments from girls who are naked on the site... or even the 'porn nature'. I think i enjoy the site because I talk to interesting people. However if you want to get deeper about it... maybe its ego... or sex... I dunno. I guess I've fallen into the paradox that is SG. At the sametime, I don't want to have to move where I blog to a new place. I'd have to go and archive all my posts and its much easier to keep this subscription. I can also mention all the help I've gotten from the SG Groups... and the fun they are....
But I can see my subscription interfering with the relationship in the future... and my relationship means more than a silly subscription. I also really enjoy reaching people on here as I don't meet that many people in real life. But yes... I'm now in the SG paradox. Is it interactive porn? Or is it a community with naked pictures? She isn't asking me to get rid of my subscription.. but I don't want to make her uncomfortable even slightly.. even if she says she accepts it. But I don't want anything in the way of her and me.
Okay.. I keep putting it off.. so I'm going to blog at the most inopportune time.
Lately, I've been busy.. with my g/f, things... and other stuff. Since my last blog lots has happened.
My dog ate chocolate
My g/f moved out of the 'area'
I got GTA IV
I saw Iron Man
Various health problems
So... my dog ate chocolate. My dog weighs about 12 lbs and it's plenty scary. It doesn't take much 'real' chocolate to sicken my dog and kill her.. so I worried. Its strange because normally she pulls on the leash when she wants to scoop up a ground goody but this time it was within her reach. It shocks me that people leave chocolate on the ground like that... or just dispose of it like that.. but she got it without me noticing. Somehow, I can't remember how.. but I noticed her eating it and got it out of her mouth. It was a cake of some kind. I don't know what.. but she had chocolate goo all over her mouth.
I was really worried and I took her to the vet to make her vomit. Luckily it was harmless frosting mostly thus not enough 'real' chocolate to kill her or make her that sick.
+++++++++++++
My g/f moved out of the area. We're no longer everyday visitors of each other. A little space won't hurt. We love each other a lot and we're seeing each other about once every 2-3 days. I think thats normal. Its a new phase and I'll have to get use to it. So far.. it's going great. We miss each other a lot from the day to day.. but I think it'll only remind us how much we love each other and how much we enjoy each other.
Sleeping at her place is new. She has only a single bed. Trying to have sex on her single bed was an experience and almost ended in laughter as her bed made lots of noises and tended to give 'bend' to my weight. Luckily we got to give this a trail run while her roomies are away. The floor isn't much better either
.
+++++++++++++
I recently picked up GTA IV. I'm so pumped. I've been playing it when I can and I'm about 45% through the game. I really like it. While I liked san andres more.... this game is still much better. Its taking up a lot of time
+++++++++++++
Iron man was Awesome!
+++++++++++++
I'm still having the same fucking health problem! I think its serious now. Before it had a direct cause.. and a direct effect.. and now I'm not sure. Luckily I have a Specialist appointment in a month.
+++++++++++++
Me and my g/f are at 9 months
New personal record!
+++++++++++++
The other day.... I dragged out of my g/f something I asked her about. She said she gets jealous of me commenting on SG sets. I told her that sets get chosen based on user feedback. She said she didn't like it. Or more.. it made her jealous. I don't know... I think she made a good point that interacting with naked girls on a 'porn site' is more stroking my ego. I kinda forget that I'm a 2 not a 1. Its new to me.. and I forget. I don't care that she reads my comments.. but she is right that even in the spirit of those comments could be interpreted as disloyal.
I don't really know what to think about it. I do enjoy the site. I don't think its so much its comments from girls who are naked on the site... or even the 'porn nature'. I think i enjoy the site because I talk to interesting people. However if you want to get deeper about it... maybe its ego... or sex... I dunno. I guess I've fallen into the paradox that is SG. At the sametime, I don't want to have to move where I blog to a new place. I'd have to go and archive all my posts and its much easier to keep this subscription. I can also mention all the help I've gotten from the SG Groups... and the fun they are....
But I can see my subscription interfering with the relationship in the future... and my relationship means more than a silly subscription. I also really enjoy reaching people on here as I don't meet that many people in real life. But yes... I'm now in the SG paradox. Is it interactive porn? Or is it a community with naked pictures? She isn't asking me to get rid of my subscription.. but I don't want to make her uncomfortable even slightly.. even if she says she accepts it. But I don't want anything in the way of her and me.
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And maybe you can't have too many peanut butter cups, but you surely can eat too many! Ask my stomach!
As for the girlfriend and SG, maybe she just needs to meet fellow members to realize its all harmless fun! And really, what SG is gunna give us ugly guys a chance?!
Keep On Rawkin!!