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Okay, this was super last minute... I called my friend wednesday/thursday.. and invited me down. I had to pull an all nighter to get some stuff done so I could go.. but I did it.. But I did something questionable... I drove a long distance on next to no sleep. That was dumb... but I napped before hand.. and it was all bumper to bumper as it is.

My friends birthday was cool. We hung out a bit.. well the weekend. We're super good friends and everytime I visit, its always very warmly and a true feeling of friendship and brotherhood. I don't know what it is.. but I always considered myself socially awkward.. but this person just makes me feel like I'm cool... I'm so happy I have friends like him.

So.... anyways.. his birthday... we did some stuff, drank beers and hung out for the weekend. The other night we went to a bar (total surprise to me... I bought 'home beers'). He manages to pick up 2 girls and had a 3some after the bar. The next morning I'm about to drive home from his house (I got back on my own) and he goes "Can you pick me up?". I laughed cause I forgot my map book, don't know Toronto (where he was) and I was getting ready to leave. Lucky him.....

I picked him up.. I was more than happy too as I got to leave and say good bye at least. And I got to be the first to hear the story...

Me and the g/f just spent 5 days apart...we're busy... both of us. I invited her to come visit my friend but she got the impression I didn't want her to come. I just said 'you don't have to come if you want'. Which she thought I meant that I didn't want her to come. I did want her to come.. but I didn't want her to cancel her plans on a last minute planning that me and my friend are pretty famous for.

Tonight we just got back together (I mean finally hung out). It's so nice in someways because that time apart proves my love for her. The fact I wanted to see her again so badly. I guess I just worry that maybe my feelings aren't genuine, and I keep expecting myself to re-prove my feelings for her... and it's not my 'fears' of being alone.

I'm not afraid.. but it's a basic fear right?

Me and my g/f talked about blogging today. I told her that I noticed my comments drop when I mention her. She brought up some good points that my blog is for myself. I agree.... I just enjoy having things in common. I went through and read some old blogs from college... wow...I don't I've changed.. but I still kick the shit out of floor tiles .

The new battle mode is cool. I can't wait to see the complete track list.

Friday I went to the doctor. I have an on going mysterious health condition I'm not going to get into. But my doctor suggested that I have gone super lactose intolerant. Following his advice has dramatically improved my health. However, it involves cutting out 80% of my favourite foods out of my diet. So.. all in all.. it sux.. but if I can live normally thanks to some small changes.. then I'll do it.