I don't have time to blog... but I need a change of pace... today.. I felt very anti-computer which worked perfect... I drove my car to get e-tested.. and man.. was that a joke... I spent more time lost.. and found my way home thanks to a toothless farmer...
I love seeing people look through windows in the country and are like "Why is someone in my driveway." While waiting at the testing facility.. I met this guy.. and when I told him I was going to try and run my car on veggie oil... he was kinda "Good idea".
Stuff about driving:
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Driving stick is awesome! God, I love driving! I mean.. I'm behind the wheel lost... just looking forward to my next S band... my next down shift and upshift. I haven't been laid in so long.. I'm starting to think I like driving as much or more than sex.... which kills the hippy in me... I mean.. cars are polluting.. and being north American... driving is even worse... but I'm so sick of my life as a hermit. I can finally visit my friends whenever I want! Maybe now I can start online dating knowing I can at least get around. Given my car isn't a looker... it's a car!
There is no feeling I love more than hitting the clutch and not trying to stall it... I love learning the stick shift!
Hitting the accelerator and cruising up to speed... pop'n the clutch.. off the gas.. shift... clutch off gas on... speed up.. clutch on slow down... turn.. gas... drive drive drive.
And I honestly love where I live... there are miles of back roads, hills, turns, parks, open road, farms and vineyards. I mean.. I drove past a 'ranch' (I guess). Just watching the horses run along side my car... man it was so cool. It's just such an amazing feeling to drive again.. and now all the car stuff is done.. (paperwise) as of tomorrow... (gotta buy plates)... I feel so much stress off me.. now that I got all the paper work (other stuff too) in my hands I'm so much less stressed.
On my addiction to sugar, and health:
SPOILERS! (Click to view)I'm very proud.. I've curved my addiction to sugar. I'm already taking a 1/3 less sugar in my coffee... I'm eating better.. I think spring is helping that along... but canned fruit has been a huge help. I love oatmeal with canned fruit. Had I known about this 2 years ago... I would probably be 10 lbs lighter now... or heavier cause I don't know how to manage that whole balance thing.
But I'm proud of my progress. I've pretty much cut pot out of my life.. though I still do it and enjoy it. But I'm not smoking as much as I use too... (I'll still do it damn it!). Coffee is still my heroin....
I use to be on a chicken and veggies diet.. which was amazing...I mean.. I stayed in great shape on that diet... but there is something about beef products.. that is so easy.. I mean the foods.. not the meat itself
I've lost 10lbs. And I'm sure I'm losing more.
New dog pics:
Lately I've been thinking of renewing some old hobbies.. and I forget I'm busy. Um.. also.. looking into getting my first simple tattoo....
That's all I feel like writing about for now. I feel an upswing coming 
Edit:
Exactly 30 days to my b-day... AND IT'S ON A FRIDAY 
I want to go bowling... is that so lame... god.. just bowling lol.
Love troubles?
NOT AT ALL