okay,
I'm mostly healthy now. I want to run 2 miles a day.. but I doubt that's going to happen.... I'll work my way up to it.. but this flu totally killed my motivation to get in shape. It's also killed my motivation for life! lol... all I want to do is sleep. I think I'm pre-disposed to spend my days in bed. I guess a killer comforter does that too .

I missed easter... being sick and all. Things have always been that way though... I always seem to get sick at the worst possible times.

Last night, my friend was online. She said she was crying and not having a really good time of it.... I gave her some advice and she said that I should be a councilor. I'm so surprised to hear other peoples friends can be so judgmental. I guess I'm lucky that I choose friends who don't judge me. I keep people in my life that don't judge me either. I really don't have time to listen to what other people think I should be doing... when I know myself well enough to know what is best for me. Don't get me wrong... I ask for advice when I get into corners... and hell, I haven't dated in years... so when I start dating again, I'm totally going to be bugging my friends for advice... cause I'm clueless!

But either way... I'm happy I could help her. She needs to get away from the things that are bugging her, and I talked to my mom about it today... about how I hate living where we live. It's so small... and soo... stagnant. I mean.. nothing changes around here accept the gossip. Even that stays mostly the same. I can't wait to move out of here. I would have loved to invite her down and kinda show her what it's like to live in a small town...

I told her that people never have the right to judge you. You (everyone) makes their decisions based on the information they have at the time, and the tools that they've been given/learned through life. If someone comes to a decision on their own.. than that is there's.... and they can't take that away from you.

I also gave her some advice about the 'mind demons' that always pop in. I think that is the worst.... when your own head turns against you and you become your own worst enemy. She's a fantastic person, I hope she figures things out for herself... and she makes the best of her life.. and she can fix the little mess she's in right now.

Long blog.. sorry

P.S.
I spent yesterday playing Wii with my friends. It was a really good time. The Wii is a really fun 'group' system. We played a lot of games.. I can't remember them all but wii sports was 1 of them.. and we played a lot of bowling and swore to go bowling sometime